I'm so sorry for your loss; I lost my father when I was 14, it'll be 10 years in July, so I know how you feel. I hope you're surrounded by love and support right now.
@ mk ultra thank you, the support means the world <3
@ sindie. thank you. it's such a hard thing to deal with, especially being so close to him. i've heard it never really gets better, it just gets..."easier" to deal with. there are good days and bad. i'm sorry for your loss, too. :( <3
@ folie a deux i've always said things happen for a reason, and i'm still struggling to find the reason for this one. i don't think there ever will be a justifiable reason ha :( thank you for your support though. it means a lot. <3
oh my gosh I'm so sorry :( that isn't fair to you, you deserved more time with him. I don't know what else to say besides that you've got a good support system here if you ever want to talk. I wish I could offer you something else, but I know death is very personal, so just take your time and remember that your feelings are valid. <333