hello there! i made myself that promise as well, but of course, that was broken, too. -__- additionally, i'm sorry to hear that you're going through a tough time right now. i'm in the same boat, so if you ever need someone to rant/talk/vent to, i'm here for you. ^__^
That means a lot to me. Thank you so much! I'm sorry that you're also going through a tough time. Sending a virtual hug over to you.