Unfortunately I don't really read. I find it hard to concentrate. I'm only reading one fan fic right now, and that's it. I want to get I to reading but just blah.
Hope you feel better soon. I also have the desire to have deep conversations with people about the weirdest things. Do you have a book to read? It might tire you enough to eventually fall asleep while also distracting your mind from negative thoughts by indulging in the life/fantasies of another. I like to use books as a welcome escape from myself when need be.
Lately I have also been feeling very unenthusiastic about my writing and have kept it quiet for a long time. I think I've just passed that point where I've lost the enjoyment that I used to get out of writing fiction. It makes sense because I don't have enough time to daydream anymore, and that's where I used to pull lots of my creative ideas from. Maybe becoming more realist than idealist fizzles out a person's imagination.
I know but they're soooooo good at the time haha