So glad you're writing again. Can't wait to read it (when I actually have some free time)! Hope you were able to write more last night. I've been meaning to do that too, but it's hard!
Also, you're not a bad writer. Something I saw that really helped me is that you've thought about and seen your work continuously while you're planning/thinking, writing, editing, but for your readers, this is their first time ever seeing it. So while it might feel overdone to you, nobody else has seen what you wrote or the style you wrote it in. Just something to remember. :)
The Mibba community keeps me inspired and keep me going in writing. Other then that I try and take down every day life events as story ideas. Originality is what makes a good story. Sometimes when I read a story that is the same as others I have read it just turns me off.
I probably won't post what I wrote. I haven't even gone back to read it since, which I think I'll do in a few minutes.
That is such a good thing to have in mind. Thank you for that