im loosing all hope - Comments

my mum was really worried about me so she took me to the doctor and we "found out" that i have bi-polar mood disorder. they gave me medication for that, and depression and anxiety. most of the time, the mediaction works, but it just makes me feel like some stupid experiment.i hate taking medication. one of my friends has to take medication for depression too n we see the same counsellor. this counsellor sucks, but i have had one good one. but you dont want to know what happened to him. trust me. seriously though, go to the doctor. thats some good advice, to an extent.

yeah im gonna ask a friend to go with me to see a doctor... my friends have talked to me and said that lately ive been out of it... and they think i should see one too... and im going to go.

it sounds to me like youe bi-polar no offence but your mother is being stupid if things go on like this and she looses you it will be her fault because she had a chance to do something about it ! ask her NO DEMAND HER to take you to the sdoctors and if she says no then ask a close friend or work up the courage to go on your own you have to get this sorted things cant go on this way if you need ANYTHING im here and willing to help anyone with a problem as best as i can dont be afraid its brave to admit you know something is wrong just stay strong and hold on in there !!
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who's the person who is always there for you?
who is the person you have to live with for the rest of your life?
the answer; you.

in the end, you are all you have - however trippy this sounds.
the problems start and finish with you, iv'e learnt this just recently.
you allow yourself to feel shit but you can also allow yourself to feel good.

if you don't want to see a counsellor or a doctor this is the advice i offer.
although I still think you should see a doctor.