Friends. Fear. Fury. Faith. - Comments

-blush-

Thank you guys for your kind words.

-huggles-

Tasnakes :(
Friends
I agree with your desicion, I'm not pretending to know what your going through, but if I was in the same position, then I would do exactly what you are going to do.
Fear
Your fears are all rational. I'm afraid to get changed in my bathroom, because there is a mirror in there. When I'm changing in my room, I cover up my TV, my door handles, my posters, because I believe I'm being watched. You just have to learn to not think so far into things. By saying that, I'm being a massive effing hypocrite, but at least I know what I should do. :tehe:
Fury
All my managers are effing idiots, I just learnt not to take their crap, and just know my rights, what they can and can't do to me.
Faith
If you think it will give you more comfort in life, GO FOR IT TASNAKES!!
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Friends

It's harder to just quit something like drugs or alcohol. My dad is an alocholic, he has almost died like three times either from Drinking and driving, or from his liver getting messed up. You would think he would finall quit- especially since he pretty much fucked up every relationship he has ever had with his wives and daughters. Nope. He still drinks. Like a fish. Sometimes he has thought bouts of sobriety where he does something nice- but then it's back. So, yeah. Drug addicts and acholics are so selfish they don't see the damage their actions could cause, let alone really care when someone around them dies because of the same thing. I suggest talking to her instead of completely cutting dies. She is probably going to hit the drugs harder now since her boyfriend died to "numb the pain." And I am sorry for your lost, It's so rough loosing someone close and so young. I know alot of people who have died because of drugs and it's horrible.

Fear

My ex-best friend was paranoid like that. She would have to call someone to walk her up the stairs and stay on the phone with her until she falls asleep because she was afraid someone was going to kill her. It is actually a pretty frequent fear, to be scared of death or being violated, especially in the world we live in today. I wouldn't worry too much unless these fears start interfearing with your everyday life. As for your dreams, I don't think they are selfish. You love your boyfriend and just the mere thought of someone taking him away from you scares you! It's a totally honest fear IMO.

Fury

I am sorry for you lost :( *huggles* As for your job, ignore them. Managers can be complete asshats, just nod them to death. At least one of the managers you like is coming back. Don't take them seriously. If you want I can slash their tires you know >_>

Faith

As someone who doesn't believe in organized religion, I don't believe in the heaven or hell that the bible describes it to be. I believe in reincarnation actually. But, if you are willing to sit in a church for an hour, than I guess that's more power too you. My dad goes to church and says it brings him comfort, so maybe it will do the same for you.

Ah, your welcome. I'm glad it helped a little. I felt like I was rambling.

Wow. Thanks for all of those helpful words. Most of the time people don't even bother to read long journals like these. Again, thank you. :]

Friends:
Thus, this is why I'm straight edge. But I'm terribly sorry about your friends. Maybe try and talk to Kim?...I know it hard to get through to them, but maybe ifyou say something, she'll at least understand, right.

Fear:
Both of you are in my thoughts, although, the dreams might just be because you're missing him or something....and, -giggles- I'm quite stubborn myself.

Fury:
Stupid work...sorry about your grandfather though.

Faith:
I'm atheist.
But I attend church for my mom's sake, and, sometimes, if you're feeling really down, and can comfort you, so I say go for it Tas.
Good Luck with all!