There are so many things that you can live for, one person should never be alowd to distroy your life like that (believe me i know what im talking about). Nicky would lose her life too. Killing your self would leave so many people hurt and broken, people that your not even thinking about right now. I'm not asking you to see like as a heaven, I know how hard it can be to see away out of this and I know how much it hurts to lose someone you love. But no matter what you feel how sad you feel you need to keep going for the people that love you, for the people around you. I'm almost sure that every day you will have a battle inside yourself, where half of you will be screaming 'No more, end it' and the other half with be screaming 'Help me I wan't to say!' And from that voice you will reach out for some help and someone will, I know that for sure. There will be someone out there who cares enough for you and will save you, I know that its just a matter of finding that person. There's only so much that people can say though, you just need to keep holding on and take in everything that person says. No matter what don't stop reaching out for help! If you stop reacing out you'll fall down and no one will be able to pick you back up then you'll be struggling on your own to get back up, right now where you are you need to say. I know you feel bad but if you fall even a little more you'll be on your own, please from one person (whos been suasidle alot) to another don't do it!
March 16th, 2008 at 02:44am