March 25th, 2008 at 06:47pm
Okay, before I comment this, the previous comment kind of annoyed me. You have no right to call someone a killer because they have an abortion. You don't know the reasoning behind it. It may be your opinion that it's wrong but it's just as wrong to call her a killer. You can get STDs/STIs from other things that aren't related to sex. You can get Herpes from sitting on cold surfaces or even using a public bathroom. You can catch things by sharing water bottles or pretty much anything.
10 minutes of pleasure...I've had sex and neither time did it last just 10 minutes. Anyway, moving on. I'm not pregnant and I don't have any diseases and infections. You can't run through life going "what if" and being afraid of every little thing. I wouldn't say having sex is a horrible mistake.
Now, on to the journal. I'd stop seeing him at least for now so I could get rid of any feelings I have for him. Because obviously, you're just a lay to him. Like the others said, try cutting down if you don't want to see him. I know it's hard, especially when you're caught up in the moment. But if you do have sex with him, be safe, use protection and all that fancy stuff =]
He doesn't want to be in a relationship with, and it doesn't matter how many times you sleep with him, he will never want you.
In the end you're just going to get hurt, because a woman can't just have sex so long with the same person, and not have feelings for him.