My friend went through the same situation, both parents are homophobic.
I, myself, am... well, I suppose "bi-curious?" Well I had a girlfriend, but that didn't turn out so well. The thing is, there were so many people who judged me because of it. One of my friends even stopped BEING friends with me.
When I was really feeling like I was at rock bottom, I realized how many of my friends there were that cared about me and that all the other people don't really matter. Just remember this: those who care shouldn't matter, and those who matter shouldn't care. Find people that accept you for you and stick with 'em, they're a true treasure in times of need.
Also, think of the people who care about you without even knowing you :D There's always a silver lining, sometimes you just have to dig a little to find it.
I know how you feel hun, like I had a girlfriend for a year and a half. And we were NEVER allowed to see each other. Like when people say that being gay is hard, they're right. It's really hard, but like, it'll make you stronger. You just have to realize that a lot of people don't accept homosexuality, and it will be a long time until it actually happens. You just have to stay strong. =]
My friend went through the same situation, both parents are homophobic.
I, myself, am... well, I suppose "bi-curious?" Well I had a girlfriend, but that didn't turn out so well. The thing is, there were so many people who judged me because of it. One of my friends even stopped BEING friends with me.
When I was really feeling like I was at rock bottom, I realized how many of my friends there were that cared about me and that all the other people don't really matter. Just remember this: those who care shouldn't matter, and those who matter shouldn't care. Find people that accept you for you and stick with 'em, they're a true treasure in times of need.
Also, think of the people who care about you without even knowing you :D There's always a silver lining, sometimes you just have to dig a little to find it.
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