I was reading random journals and found yours {so no im not a stalker :P}
I had to do the same. Almost identical. && the guys? also the same. I say go with Mello. Who cares if Matt makes your friends happy. Its about you doll. Im not forcing you to pick Mello lol But just ask yourself, If no one else mattered, who would make YOU happy.
I have had to choose between two people and I chose the wrong one. So, be careful about how you choose. I would tell you to choose mello but whatever. Good Luck <3
{so no im not a stalker :P}
I had to do the same.
Almost identical.
&& the guys? also the same.
I say go with Mello.
Who cares if Matt makes your friends happy.
Its about you doll.
Im not forcing you to pick Mello lol
But just ask yourself,
If no one else mattered,
who would make YOU happy.
Good Luck.
Hope i helped a bit
^-^