@ swell
Oh lord, I know the pains of the main character killing or having to kill someone that they care about all too well.
Especially with this new story. It hurts so much. And then this past story I got attached to, the main character kills the man she loves. It's horribly great.
We can be.
With that same story, where she kills the one she loves, so many die. So many. When I finish writing it, I feel like I'll be looking at every reader like, "everything you love is going to die."
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On another, happier note not related to sadistic tendencies...
I really like writing about cute relationships with couples where they just play around. Innocence and happiness and such.