I just wanna know what your bestfriend knows.

I wish I could sing like you.

School is my mortal enemy.

I've always felt like I'll never grow up and make it to those important milestones. And in a way I haven't.
I'm 18. I can't drive. I haven't technically graduated from high school. Didn't go to senior prom. Never had a proper first kiss. Never had a proper date. Never ran away from home. Haven't been to college. Never held a proper, paying job.

I feel like I haven't done anything meaningful in the last 2 years. =/
And I'm afraid that all my friends will move on and leave me.

I hate it when I say 'I'm fat' and people go, ''No you're not! It's baby fat'' Just straight out tell me, fuck.

I hate it when people call me pretty. I don't need your bloody lies.

I was in love with him when I was younger, when just starting being friends. Those feelings quickly disappeared, though, and I'm so happy for that He knows it, but he said that I would just have had to ignore those feelings 'cause he'd miss me too much

I secretly love attention, even though I say I hate it.

I'm not as straight as everyone assumes I am.

I'd much rather a member of Lostprophets adopts me, rather then... y'know...

I pull all-nighters just to see if anyone believes me.

They don't.

I love it when everyones wrong.

Even though I act like a perfect, model student I love to kick up shit when the class isn't looking.

I'm scared that I'll never find true love, or that if I do find it, I won't be able to be with that person for one reason or another.

I hate your stupid petty lies.

The Fantasy:

I'm scared that I'll never find true love, or that if I do find it, I won't be able to be with that person for one reason or another.

I want to make out with Brad Pitt so badly... even though he's my father's age.
Same with Johnny Depp, and Gerard Butler.

Older men are sexy.

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I pretend to really really like screamo bands when in reality I only like them a tad...
Just to get the attention of a guy I know.

For the past month, I've found only older men (15+ years) attractive..

of june:

I want to make out with Brad Pitt so badly... even though he's my father's age.
Same with Johnny Depp, and Gerard Butler.

Older men are sexy.

I'm extremely happy you're pissed at me.

I pretend to hate Miley Cyrus sometimes but I actually love her.
Same with the Jonas Brothers.

And I know the entire Fresh Prince theme by heart.

of june:

And I know the entire Fresh Prince theme by heart.

And I'll sing it upon command.

I'm more terrified about college then I'll ever let on.

He hurt me more that I let on.

I don't know how much more of these people I can take before I crack.