I just wanna know what your bestfriend knows.

I'm afraid of sleep.

I am so scared of the future.

At night, I lie awake for ages, just thinking. I think about things I wish I hadn't done, and they still make me cringe, and I think about what would happen if my life when the way I wanted it too.

I still cut, even though I act like it disgusts me when everyone else does it.
Actually, it does disgust me, but I can't stop.

I think I spelt 'disgust' wrong...

I'm a hopeless romantic.

I am officially jealous of Kendra Poole right now - because she has what I stupidly gave up.

I cry myself to sleep, all the time, for seemingly no reason.

I fear rejection.

I need to be remembered.

His girlfriend pisses me off so much.

I know I'm a jerk to you ALL the time and the other day I smoked you in the face with a textbook- sorry 'about that by the way, I wasn't aiming for your face, but I just want you to know that your the MOST imporant person in my life, and your the reason that the smile is on my face right now

I want to please everyone.

I have nothing to complain about in my life, and there for I feel as though I am doing something wrong.

Deep down, I'm a cold bitch. I'm just really good at hiding it so well.

Hmmm. This thread is deeper than I thought.
I think I secretly dislike my best friend.

Love the title by the way

I try and try to make my heart feel something for someone, anyone but him.
But I don't think I know how to love anyone else.
And I'm lying to myself any time I say I don't love him or I like someone else.
He's the easiest person in the world to fall for, and the hardest to get over.

I'm a comfort eater.
The only reason I'm not obese is because I have a fast metabolism.

I actually feel a lot better telling the bestie about Brandon. Times like these is when I need her.

I have a phobia of microwaves.

You're really special to me, and when you're not near me, I feel like I'm lost.

I'm afraid of gaining weight

Commitment scares me.

I hate the fact that my sister is hurting over what our parents say.
I feel so bad and it makes me want to be less outgoing just so they'll stop the comparisons.

I'm sorry, sissy.

I like writing about depression, suicide, etc because I've been through it.
I wanna write a story about two best friends falling in love. The thing is, it's kinda influenced by my best friend and I's relationship. So, if I write about it he'll suspect something.