With All My Heart

@ Red Death.
He shrugged. "Believe me you're not the only disappointment, my parents won't even return my phone calls." He laughed. "But I'm better off with out them, I'm happier." He said. "Plus it's time for me to start my own family, with someone who cars about me." He smiled. "And likes me for who I am and not try and change me." He explained.

@ Bongs Before Bibles

She shook her head,"I never understand people who are like that," she said to him lightly,"I dated this guy for like a year once, mind you he was a bit of a dick I refused to have sex with him because I was obeying my parents rules, besides it just seemed unappealing to me, either way... " she sighed a little and laughed.

"He told me the way I danced made me a slut and sluts had sex, " she snorted,"So, he was trying to use my dancing and style of dancing as a reason to change my opinion on something."

Sighing a little she shook her head, "And this is why I've been single ever since, I haven't found one person who can relate to me, and it really makes me angry,"

@ Red Death.
Nodding he smiled, watching her closely. "I completely understand, I can't stand people most of the time." He expressed. "I've practical given up on dating." Shrugging he shifted slightly. "Most girls don't like guys like me they only like the fame that comes with what we can do."

@ Bongs Before Bibles

"Well," she laughed," I had the biggest crush on this guy in a dance crew where I was from, but he ruined that one... kept saying I wanted him for those exact reasons and I won't the dance battle against him, he didn't even know it was me til the end," she snorted a little,

"I won 1,500 dollars just for that," she said sipping her drink as she ate.

@ Red Death.
Laughing he shook his head. "Well that'll teach that bastard right." He smiled eating what little food he had left. "I know the feeling though." He frowned. "It's horrible the way people treat each other, only caring for numbro uno." Sighing out with a slight shrug.

@ Bongs Before Bibles

She nodded,"Damn straight," she said to him smiling a little as she ate her food. "I get why you would only think of yourself in this kind of work, because it's hard to trust people but still whats it matter if I couldn't dance and you could?" she said to him.

"I'd date someone who couldn't dance but as long as they supported me and my dreams," she told him shrugging.

@ Red Death.
Smirking he chortle, nibbling at his lip. "I agree. But this is California, all you have are people trying to get rich." He told her. "And people get their hearts stomped on because people want fame and fortune. So I say the hell with dating at all because all I ever seem to find is girls that want me to get big and not support my dream."

@ Bongs Before Bibles

She smiled,"You never know, you might find someone," she told him shrugging, "I'm not knocking the idea that I might find someone, dating is a major hassel though, it's so tedious," she admitted.

@ Red Death.
"I couldn't agree more." He laughed out. "I wouldn't mind finding a companion to spend my life with, but that doesn't mean she's going to fall into my lap either."

@ Bongs Before Bibles

She nodded,"Sounds fair enough," she laughed a little as she yawned a little once she was done with her food. "It's harder for me to make a decision on family, because, if I decide to have kids my career will be post poned," she told him lightly.

"So I'm not sure about anything right now,"

@ Red Death.
"Well not indefinitely, I mean yeah maybe for the nine months and a few months after." He said. "But with any luck you kids might like dance." He smiled. "And all babies love classical music so you'd be able to get back into ballet, sit them up in a bouncer." He smiled offering some sort of comfort advise.

@ Bongs Before Bibles

She nodded a little,"True," she said to him lightly as she chewed on in the side of her lip as she thought about it,"Besides, you kind of have to have sex to get pregnant anyway and well, thats not happened even once for me yet.. I don't see it happening anytime soon either," she admitted with a small shrug.

@ Red Death.
Ryan chocked on his pop. "Wow." He chuckled. "Not expecting that." He smiled down at his empty plate. "I figured as much but still wow." He bit his lip. "It's nice to a girl that cares about life a knows what she wants. Instead of sleeping her way to the top." He bit the inside of his check. He'd thought she was good looking, and with the things coming out of her mouth made her even more attractive. He could actually be himself and she had some of the same hopes and dreams as he did. He wouldn't have to worry about her just sleeping with him to get what she wants.

@ Bongs Before Bibles

She smiled a little,"Thank you," she said to him, "That is actually very flattering." she laughed a little and pushed a hand through her hair.

"I guess maybe one day I'll meet someone special enough, whom I deem good enough for me, but until then I'm not too concerned with it besides I've heard it's all just blown out of proportion, sex I mean, everyone tells me it's not as good as everyone says so thats kind of depressing I guess," she shrugged a little with a laugh.

@ Red Death.
Laughing out he shifted in his seat. "Well I'll say this it does depend on the person you're with." He explained. "Though if you do it with someone who cares about your wants just as much as there own it is worth all the hype." He chuckled.

@ Bongs Before Bibles

She shrugged a little,"When it happens it happens," she shrugged a little,"Rushing for something like that will only be trouble," she told him sighing a little.

"I mean my friend, or whatever she was rushed into it and ended up saddled with a baby and no daddy to help her take care of it," she told him sighing a little.

@ Red Death.
"I hate ass holes like that, it takes two to tango." He growled. "And you're right if you aint ready for kids you shouldn't do it." He agreed, though he was lucky he hadn't been trapped by some girl. "Though I can defend myself, when I lost my virginity it was too a girl that I loved greatly." He smiled, remembering his first love. "Though we may have rushed it, it was kind of our parting gifts."

@ Bongs Before Bibles

She nodded a little,"I don't judge, if you're going to do it, fine but.. you know at least be careful," she laughed a little,"I think thats pretty much common sense," she told him lightly.

"I just, I don't know I am kind of old fashioned I want to care about the person I do that with, or else it wouldn't be right... I mean why would I be that intimate with some I don't know or doesn't care about me?" she told him ,"It just seems like a bad idea,"

@ Red Death.
Laughing out. "Oh it is." He said, biting his lip. "I wouldn't recommend drinking either, it tends to lead you in a direction of a bed." He laughed. "So are you done?" He asked motioning to her plate, pulling out his wallet. "We can head back, when you're ready." He really wanted to change the subject from sex.

She laughed a little,"Yeah, I'm done here," she said rubbing her stomach,"Ihaven't eaten that much in days," she snorted a little as she finished off her tea.

"I don't know how to thank you," she told him lightly,

@ Bongs Before Bibles