@ Anchor and Hope.
Woah! Hello fellow Piscean and INFJ type! That's so weird...now if you tell me you're also a Type 4 on the Enneagram test, I'll be seriously freaked.
I used to believe I matched my sign so well that it was scary too...but then I think I changed, in a way that's not good.
I'm trying to fix it, but because I guess we
feel on such a deep level; and especially if it's negative - which it is, it's so hard to snap out of it! Lately I get extremely melancholic and it's hard to keep to myself, no matter how badly I want to do so in order to prevent myself from dampening moods of others....I just wondered, do you ever experience this?
I think that either I cannot figure out the reason for this melancholy, or it's due to several factors which I cannot pin-point. This must be why it's stressing and confusing me so much...
I think typical traits of us are creativity, empathy, a longing for freedom and to feel like we've established ourselves as somebody rather than nobody. I guess, right now, I don't feel very good in the creative department any more, I do long for freedom but know I can't have it - so in this sense I feel trapped with no escape, and I'm really struggling with regards to what and who I want to be in life. I've tried various career quizzes and almost always get given the result of a writer/artist/carer/actor, which definitely matches with the astrological sign! But I don't feel that it matches with me any more. Would I
like to have any of those careers? Yes, definitely the writer, artist or actor ones! But I don't have the experience, motivation or confidence for anything any more; especially these.
Like this, it sucks...and sometimes I hate myself for the only thing I know I am; a Pisces, but then I remember being so happy and comfortable with life some years ago. So I guess I must try to find that happiness, comfort and confidence again somehow.
This sounds like a good moan and rant, and in a way I guess it was...?
Just wondered, though, if people have been in similar positions before.