My Lady

@ musicalpanda
I smiled a little, "we were closer then I though," I said to him as we walked, I looked at our seats then looked at the stadium how he saw it. It was amazing, it made me wonder why he kept looking at me when there were obviously hundreds of other girls stuffed into this building.

"You're brave, I'm getting nervous just standing here," I laughed a little.

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He smiled a little, "Alright, well we usually go through here before go onto the stage - we have someone who tells us the exact moment we're meant to be on stage," he said, "There they are, right in front of where you two were sitting," he pouinted.

@ Zhang Yixing;

He shook his head at her, holding her hand a bit tighter in reassurance. "But when you're doing something you love, you don't even feel it." He looked at you. "Come on, let's go look under the stage at the lifts."

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I looked over at the seats. "Wow, we were close." I said, looking where he was pointing. "You must have been nervous. This arena is huge. All those people came out... How did you do it?" I asked curiously.

@ musicalpanda
I smiled a little and let him lead me to the steps where we walked under the stage, it was dark and if I had been on my own I probably would have turned right back around the second I realized how dark it was. "How do you see under here?" I teased lightly.

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He smiled a little,"I love the feeling," he told her shrugging, "It's exhilerating," he said as he looked around, "I can't even explain it - it's so weird, but I like the excitment that builds up before I go on stage."

@ Zhang Yixing;

I smiled. Seeing him happy up close made me so happy. I went over to the middle of the stage and held my arms out, looking around. "And you let all of that excitement out here. Doing something you love." I looked at him. "I used to sing on stage in High School. That's nothing compared to what you do."

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"There are lights so we can get to where we need to be, but once we're here, they black it out." He reached for her hand and pulled out his cellphone light. "Come on, I'll show you."

@ musicalpanda
I smiled a little and followed him since he seemed to know where he was going. I tightened my grip on his hand, so I didn't lose him in the dark.

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He smiled a little as he looked at her, "Well do you plan on persuing music?" he asked her smiling.

@ Zhang Yixing;
"I don't know." I sighed softly. "I want to but, it just... I don't know." I shrugged. "I've always wanted to be a teacher though. So I'm more than happy to be teaching here. It just isn't my first choice." I looked at him and smiled slightly. "Maybe one day."

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He pulled her over to the lifts. "This is where we go when we need to come up from or go down into the stage." He said, flashing his light over them. He turned slightly and flashed it to a curtained corner. "This is also where we do quick changes when we don't have the time to go back to the dressing room." He turned to her. "What do you think?"

@ musicalpanda
I smiled a little,"this is really cool," I told him as I looked at the room, "It must be overwhelming sometimes, right? Like, sometimes where you just want to disappear."

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He smiled,"Maybe one day then," he told her grinning, "Do you want to see where they control the lighting?" he asked her.

@ Zhang Yixing;
I nodded and smiled. "Yes, sure." I said and looked around the stage one more time, before turning to follow him to the control room.

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He shrugged. "You get used to it after a while." He said pulling you out of the darkness under the stage. "I'll show you where they keep the stunt equiptment, if we ever need to do any."

@ musicalpanda
I nodded a little,"Yeah, I'm sure," I said to him and looked around, "Alright, this is so cool though," I murmured - the reality finally setting in. I was holding Yixing's hand, and he wanted me to stick around - how was this even happening.

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He smiled a little, and grabbed her hand in his leading her to the control room. "This is the lights, most of them are just programed in but the camera isn't," he told her.

@ Zhang Yixing;
My eyes widened. I felt like a bashful school girl. But Jongin was holding my hand. I stepped forward and pointed at the lights, pretending I was completely unaffected by his action. "So each song has it's own light sequence?" I asked, looking at all of the switches, dials, and knobs.

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He smiled, pulling her over to a closet filled with ropes and machinery. "Incase we need to do stunts, this is what we use. It isn't often though. Only sometimes, like during award shows or variety shows..." He said with a smile and looked at his cellphone screen. "Manager Hyung should be back with the food right about now. Do you want to go check?"

@ musicalpanda
I smiled a little, and nodded, "Sure, food sounds good right now - I'm starving," I said to him laughing sheepishly, and my stomach growled in response to the thought of food.

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He smiled a little, and nodded. "Yeah, basically. This is for let out the beast - this is for the solo dance, this is for Candy," he said to you as he went through the lighting switches.

@ Zhang Yixing;
I smiled. "My favorite is your What is Love solo." I shrugged. "I also like My Lady, D.O.'s voice sounds amazing in that song. And I like your solo in it too. So the lighting sequences for those are here too?" I asked him, looking at him.

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He laughed at hearing your stomach growl. "I should probably feed you now then." He said, taking your hand to lead you back to the Green Room. He went inside and walked over to the take out trays. "You said Chicken and Rice or Shrimp and Rice, right? Which one do you want?"

He turned to Sehun, still holding her hand. "Have Kai and Jazmin come back yet?"

@ musicalpanda
I smiled a little,"chicken," I said to him smiling a little, it felt natural to have his hand in my own, but I didn't want to get used to it -but for now I'd enjoy myself, while it lasted anyway.

"No, not yet," Sehun said to him then smiled a little nudging Chen and pointedly looking at Yixing and Marissa's hands which were laced together.

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He nodded,"Right here, and here," he smiled at her. "Whats your favorite dance?" he asked you curiously.

@ Zhang Yixing;
I looked at him with a small smile. "I like your What is Love solo." I said looking back at the controls. "It was the first teaser I saw."

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He nodded and took two trays, one of Chicken and the other with Shrimp, his other hand still holding Marissa's. He pulled her gently to lead her out of the Green Room.

"Save them some." He said over his shoulder, pulling you back out to behind the stage and leading her off to the side where there was a little platform. "Do you want to eat here?" He asked her quietly.

@ musicalpanda
I noded, "Yeah, this is fine," I said to him smiling a little as I looked at him, "I didn't expect this at all," I told him softly, this was all still something I was soaking in. He still was holding my hand, and even though his hand was much bigger then my own - it fit perfectly.

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He smiled a little, "Well, maybe I'll do the dance for you sometime," he offered with a crooked smile as he squeezed your hand gently.

@ Zhang Yixing;

I smiled at his crooked smile. I could get used to it very quickly. "I'd like that. Especially if you intend to make me your fan only, it would be a good place to start." I said, teasing him slightly. I looked around at the controls again. "So where to now?" I asked him.

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He looked at you as he sat down and handed you a tray. "Didn't expect what? That I'd have food for you?" He asked with a chuckle.

@ musicalpanda
I laughed,"I didn't expect you to like.. befriend me I guess is the word I'm looking for," I told him lightly as I took the tray and looked at him.

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He smiled, "Food, I have a feeling it is here," he told you grinning a little, "And then maybe I'll dance for you," he told you as he pulled you to the greenroom.

@ Zhang Yixing;

He laughed. "I like you. Your purple hair intrigued me." He said beginning to eat. He had gotten nervous, would she rather him not have befriended her? He looked at her, the hint of a smile still there. "Why not?"

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I sighed in relief. "Oh good, I'm hungry." I said following him inside the Green Room and seeing the other members inside, either eating or sleeping. I looked over at the food, but I didn't want to let go of his hand. I moved to walk over, my hand letting go of his and walking over to the food.

@ Zhang Yixing;

He laughed. "I like you. Your purple hair intrigued me." He said beginning to eat. He had gotten nervous, would she rather him not have befriended her? He looked at her, the hint of a smile still there. "Why not?"

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I sighed in relief. "Oh good, I'm hungry." I said following him inside the Green Room and seeing the other members inside, either eating or sleeping. I looked over at the food, but I didn't want to let go of his hand. I moved to walk over, my hand letting go of his and walking over to the food.

@ musicalpanda
I looked at him and shrugged, "I'm nothing special," I told him lightly, "I'm just a girl who came to study here - who is a fan, and got extremely lucky at a book store."

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He smiled a little,"Shrimp or chicken?" he said as he looked at her holding up the trays.