Depiction at Its Best

@ kaleidoscopes.
Matt chuckled looking over at her, "it's not that." He told her quickly, making it seem he was anxious. Biting his lip he quickly drew back up his guard. "I just want to take a shower and change."

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Jaz smiled at him, "not really we have hamburgers and mac and cheese all the time at barbeques." She explained, "its just unusual at burger joints." She teased him.

Olivia looked at him and smiled softly, nodding her head. She leaned back again and yawned softly.

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Zacky smiled at her. "I'm just glad you're not up at midnight asking me for pickles and ice cream," he teased.

@ kaleidoscopes.
Matt bit his lip looking over her, she'd lost weight. She looks paler, and he really did feel sorry for her. But he was the victim of her walking out on him, what happened to her after she left him was only by her choice of leaving him.

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Jaz smiled at him, "no you keep the kitchen pretty much stocked, so my midnight cravings don't disturb you." She told him chuckling lightly.

Olivia looked over at Matt and bit her lip. "So, how have things been?" she mumbled. "For you."

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Zacky smiled at her. "I try," he chuckled.

@ kaleidoscopes.
Matt shrugged. "Busy." He told her, really since they started recording he hadn't had much time. He'd always wrapped up in writing that he'd forgotten his problems, till they came to bite him in the ass.

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Jaz shook her head, smiling at him. "Here you go." Said the waitress, placing their food down in front of them. "Is there anything else I can get you?" She asked, turning to Zack. Jaz rolled her eyes she wasn't one to get jealous, but with her hormones raging she couldn't help it. "Uh, don't you see his pregnant wife sitting here?" She growled, loud enough to grab some attention from the other tables.

Olivia nodded her head. "Busy," she murmured. "Doing what?"

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Zacky frowned and he grabbed Jazlyn's hand. "Baby, it's fine," he said. He looked up at the waitress and shook his head. "No thanks, everything is fine." He waited for her to leave before he looked at Jazlyn and sighed softly. "Babe, that wasn't necessary."

@ kaleidoscopes.
Matt rubbed his hands together, "writing and recording." He informed her, with a small shrug. The same thing he was doing when she left, though the cd was just about done now.

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Jaz frowned at Zack, before shaking her head. "No? Well it sure the hell felt good." She told him. "I get tired of women throwing themselves at you while I'm right here." She explained.

Olivia smiled at him. "I can't wait to hear it," she said, biting her lip. "I got really into your music after I left. Hearing your voice made me think that maybe I still had hope."

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"But you're the only one I want, Jaz," Zacky frowned. "It just makes you look jealous when you do that. You have nothing to be jealous about."

@ kaleidoscopes.
Matt offered her a small smile hearing that she'd listen to them. Only for the color to drain from his face. "Look, Olivia." He sighed, "things in my life are complicated enough, with out add our drama to the mix." He informed her. "But that doesn't mean I stopped loving you." He admitted, as he stared down at his hands.

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Jaz rolled her eyes. "I know that." She sighed, "I just can't help it, my anger gets the best of me." She told him, "and I'm not jealous, it just hurts to know that people could treat another human being that way, they see me sitting here and still they try to get into your pants." She shrugged, before taking a bit of her burger. She was tired of talking, snapping at the waitress had lifted a weight from her shoulders. Granted Zack would always put the women in their places by ignoring them and being extra affectionate with her. But she still needed to vent.

Olivia bit her lip and nodded her head."I never stopped loving you either," she murmured. "But I know I'm not good for you, and I just want to see you happy. I don't want to mess up your life anymore. I'm being serious too. I didn't come back to intrude on your life again."

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"Well you have nothing to worry about," Zacky said, smiling softly at her. "There's no way I would ever leave you. We're a family now, you know?"

@ kaleidoscopes.
Matt bit his lip, he's thoughts all jumbled. Nodding he decided that was all he could do. He didn't want to start something they weren't ready for or a fight for that matter.

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Jaz smiled at him, "I know." She said nibbling on her lip. "Beside Matt and your parents would kill you if you ever did anything to fuck this up." She told him, Matt had already threatened Zack once he found out she was pregnant. He wasn't to happy but he told Zack it would be awful shitty of him to take her away from him, to knock her up and leave her.

Olivia smiled. "But I hope we can still be friends, at least," she murmured.

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Zacky chuckled. "I know," he said. "I'm not ready for death jut yet."

@ kaleidoscopes.
Matt smiled over at her, "why do you think I'm here and not down stairs?" He chuckled.

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Jaz smiled at him, "well I'm glad, I don't want to lose you just yet."

Olivia smiled at him. "Because you don't completely hate me?" she questioned with a small laugh, sitting back and sighing softly. "Why of all people does Zack have your spare key?"

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Zacky raised an eyebrow at her. "Just yet?" he questioned. "So not right now, but maybe later?"

@ jack skellington.
Matt sighed at her words. "I never could hate you." He told her honestly, he could hate her actions but not her. "And because he's the only one that you can get on the phone no matter what, he's actually really responsible." He shrugged, Zack was never one to forget things.

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Jaz laughed at him before shaking her head, "no, I was just stealing your words." She teased him, before taking another bite of her burger. At the rate they were eating they wouldn't be home before Christmas.

Olivia smiled slightly at his words, feeling good to know that he actually didn't hate her. She raised an eyebrow as she looked up at him. "He is? Well, I guess he has to be. He hasn't left her or the baby yet, so I guess that counts for something," she murmured.

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Zacky smiled slightly. "Oh," he chuckled. He took a big bite of his burger and licked over his lips, staring at the table aimlessly as he chewed his food and swallowed. He looked up after a minute and smiled sheepishly at her. "So, are you going to breastfeed?"

@ jack skellington.
Matt shrugged, "well I don't blame him for not wanting kids." Matt told her. "Our life style isn't something to welcome kids into really, not until you are ready to put the partying and women behind you." He informed her. "And it took Jaz to get pregnant to make him grow up, but that's the good thing about Zack he's always been a good guy he just needed that little push."

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Jaz stopped her eating to look at him, a small frown appearing on her face. "I never really thought about that." She said. "I mean yeah I wanted to when it was just one, but now there's two." She bit her lip, "I don't think I can do it." She told him, taking care of two babies would be hard as is, but adding the stress of feeding them too, it would be just too much.

Olivia nodded her head. "I can understand that," she murmured. "I never pictured Jazlyn ever having kids, to be honest. Not after what happened with our parents. I'm not sure how things are going to go, and I'm nervous for them."

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Zacky thought for a minute. "You don't have to," he shrugged. "It's up to you, but if you decide not to, you shouldn't feel bad about it."

@ jack skellington.
Matt nodded, "you think that what happened to you're parents will affect the way your sister mothers?" He was confused. "I mean really after being through that wouldn't you want to better yourself, and prove to everyone no better yourself that your better than what you were raised."

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Jaz nodded, "I know that, but it's better for the babies if you do." She informed him, "I mean I wanted to have that connection with my child, so that's why I feel that bad." She told him. Before taking a bite of her mac and cheese.

Olivia nodded her head. "Of course," she murmured. "I just can't help but worry for her."

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Zacky nodded his head. "I know," he murmured. "But you shouldn't feel bad. You have two babies to care for. We do. And I certainly am not going to breastfeed one of them."