I don’t think I’m attracted to women even though the only porn I like watching is lesbian porn. I think I just like that lesbian porn is much more intimate than heterosexual porn. I
hate watching women just get hammered. Why is that sexy to people? I’d rather see people being intimate. But lately I haven’t watched porn at all...I get disgusted having sexual desires when I’m living with other people. Especially since I don’t have any privacy. I mean, I
guess if I really wanted to have sex I could find someone online who’d be willing to pick me up and take my “virginity”. But the thing is...I don’t want a boyfriend. I don’t feel feminine enough. Like, I have such a tomboy vibe on the outside. I wouldn’t want to have sex with me, so I can’t imagine feeling sexy enough for anyone else to want to have sex with me. But I also don’t want to be a virgin for the rest of my life and I’m headed towards twenty-five in two years! Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhh I’m still Drew Barrymore in Never Been Kissed.