Overdose

I sighed a little, shutting my eyes. "Why? Why me? What if you find I'm not what you want? What if it doesn't work out? We spent one night together, it doesn't mean you know me."

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He grinned. "I'll need to think of a way to punish you," he teased.

She grinned," I look forward to it," she murmured as she ate her food.

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"If you werent what I wanted I wouldn't be here," he said to her," I want to get to know you, thats my point," he said to her.

I sighed a little, looking at him. "I'm afraid. So I'm still going to say no, Jongdae. I'm sorry. I need to go job hunting, but I just don't know about it. I'm scared."

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He grinned as he ate. "This is really good," he murmured, stuffing his face.

She smiled a little,"Happy you likeit," she said to him.

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"You think I'm not? I'm terrified," hesaid to her,"I'v never been in a real relationship be fore,"

I shrugged. "But being in a relationship would be hard, especially with someone like me. You're better off with another celebrity and you know it. Plus, I'm not sure how to do your hair." I muttered.

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He smiled as he ate more, taking a drink kf water.

"It would work, we could make it work," he said to her, "You're just scared when is anything worth having easy to obtain, you think I got my career by being scared and ignoring it?!" he asked her, "You won't even give me a chance because you're letting your fear over ride everything," he said to her.

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Renee sighed then stood up once she was done putting her plate into the sink.

I ran a hand through my hair. "Because I've seen what your fans can do! One of them tried to kidnap Luhan! Another put recording devices in Taos shower! Should I not be afraid? I'm terrified! Just you liking me, would put me in danger. Then if I agree, to be dating you and working with you? I'll be killed." I finished in a whisper.

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He finished and set his place ti the side. "Thank you, your oppa is happy." He grinned.

She smiled a little,"Well thats a relief," she laughed as she walked over and grabbed his plate then took it t the kitchen so she could load her dish washer.

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"They wont have to know if you don't want them to, you'd just be another cordi noona, and as far as any of them know - all cordi noonas are married," he said to her, "Thats how SM works but if you want the job, if you want me.... then I can make it work,"

I groaned, putting my face in my hands. He was offering me a job, insurance. In exchange for me to get rid of all my fears of being in a relationship with him. I shook my head slowly and rubbed my forehead. "Alright. I'll do it." I said softly.

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He got up slowly, walking over to where she was, watching her silently. He pulled her into his arms, and smirked. "Maybe I should come up with your punishment."

She chewed on her bottom lip lightly then licked her lips as she slightly leaned into him."Hm, maybe," she murmured.

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He looked at her,'Really?" he said shocked, he didn't think she'd do it,.

I nodded a little. "On one condition. We work towards this." I murmured, gesturing between the two of us. "I'll be your stylist, but to you my answer is maybe."

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He chuckled a little and let her go. "I'm only joking, i don't even know what I would do."

She looked at him then smiled a little,"Well, I had planned to watch a movie then.. possibly go to bed," she said lamely as she rubbed her neck a little.

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He sighed a little, he knew this would happen while he had her around him - he always ended upwith the short end of the stick every single time. "Fine,"

I looked at him for a second, I could tell he didn't like my condition. I didn't have anything in particular against him, but I was afraid of the fans and his company. I smiled at him reassuringly and pulled him off the chair. "Come on, I want to try doing your hair."

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He nodded a little. "Okay, lets go watch a movie." He said, plopping down in front of the television. He was kinda nervous. Would they do anything tonight or was he making himself nervous for no reason?

Renee took her usual spot next to him shoving a pillow in his lap then laying down on it, "Here," she murmured handiong himthe remote.

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He laughed a little, "Alright, just do what you like," he told her.

I pulled him into my bathroom, pulling out a seat for him to sit in front of the mirror. I went through the things on my counter, trying to find something I could use for him.

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He picked a channel and leaned against her, stroking her back softly. "What are you thinking?"

"Work, and how I'll probably have no personal life if they can help it," she murmured softly as she huffed a little. "I mean most everyone knows we're friends but with our schedules clashing all the time, it's hard... you're the only real friend I have,"

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He sat down and smiled a little,"Hair spray is a common thing used, so is this," he said holding up the mousse.

I nodded a little, taking some mousse and putting it into his hair. I made it stick up in the front, and made it kinda messy. "Like this?" I murmured, my fingers still in his hair.

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He nodded. "Well maybe you could be in one of our upcoming music videos or something. Then we could work together. It does suck that we have no time together."

She nodded,"Maybe," she said to him as she grabbed his hand in her own playing with his fingers,"So how does this... friends with benefits thing work?" she asked.

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He nodded,"Yeah sex hair, fans like that" he smiled.

I snorted a little and shook my head. "Sex hair. I can do that." I murmured, still messing with his hair. I looked at him and sighed. "Why are you so intent on having me?" I asked softly, stopping what I was doing to hear his answer.

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He shrugged a little. "Well, sex eases stress. So, whenever you were stressed or I was stressed, we could meet up to ease the stress. We would still be best friends though."

She nodded a little then sat up removing the pillow from his lap, "Are you attracted me oppa?" she asked him biting her bottom lip.

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"I love your company," he said to her lightly, "I want to be around you,"