Till It's Gone |Closed-RP|

Emily

I moved so I was on the edge of the stage watching Josh and the guys play, They just went into America and as they lights went off I felt a hand on my ankle I screamed as I was pulled into the crowd off stage I was crow surfed to the back almost thrown I hit the ground and curled up in a ball as I was being trampled and stepped on.

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Ryan

I watched Maya out of the corner of my eye playing my instrument I frowned when I saw a girl go flying across the crowd and disappear, "damn," I mouthed and looked around I heard the keyboard mess up I watched as josh dove into the crowd, "DUDE!?" I said everyone stopped playing.

Josh

When I got to Emily, I picked her up and kept her close to me as I took her back to where one of the security men said too. I laid her on the cot as I stayed at her side. This point I didn't care about the show. I cared about her more than I realized. I took and held her hand in mine frowning at her. "I am so fucking sorry this happened." I whispered to her.

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Maya

The music stopped as I bit on my lip and frowned. I took and saw the girl from earlier being taken by Josh to the back. I looked at Ryan and then back out to the crowd. I took and walked away making my way to the room as I peeped in, "Is she ok?" I asked lightly.

Emily

I looked at JOsh but my ear was ringing so I couldn't hear him I blinked a few times and groaned out as the medic moved my shoulder, "OW! Dont!." I started to cry without realizing it, "I think she might have popped her shoulder out of place, I need her to hold still so I can pop it back into place for her.."

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Ryan

I stood on stage awkwardly as Chris talked to the crowd about an upcoming record they weren't really far along in planning but they had the single written out. "Maya!?" Chris called out, "Come fill in for Josh," He said hoping his sister could hear him he knew she could play pretty much the whole set.

Maya

I sighed hearing Chris call my name. "Joshie text me if anything happens." I told him as I frowned at Emily before walking off. I got onto the stage and narrowed my eyes at my brother as I picked up from where Josh had left off with the keyboard.

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Josh

I held to Emily's hand and nodded to Maya before nodding to the medic sighing. "Em, please hold still. We gotta pop your shoulder into place babe." I told her lightly as I gripped her hand and hoped she'd heard me. Something wasn't right because she didn't respond back to me.

Emily

I looked at Josh and frowned I screamed out in pain as the medic popped my shoulder into place with a loud crunch I hunched over when he was done and cried out softly, "I can't hear anything, my ears are ringing badly." I whispered or thought I whispered but I actually yelled it.

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Ryan

I continued the last three songs and smiled over at Maya as we got off stage I gave her a kiss and followed the whole band to the medic room, I saw Josh holding the girl in his arms in the couch while the doctor checked her ears and stuff I could hear the girl crying, "Poor thing.."

Josh

I looked at the medic and frowned. "What's wrong with her ears?" I asked him kind of narrowing my eyes. I took and growled loudly wondering what was wrong. The medic was just staring at me. I wanted to punch the fucking shit out of him.

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Maya

I frowned nodding my head, "I know. It's sad." I whispered to Ryan. I watched the doctor and frowned a little hoping she'd be ok.

Emily

I could hear wobbling sounds it sounded like the mother from the charlie brown movies, I blinked and looked around frowning a little I sniffled and laid my head against Josh's arm, "Alright the ambulance is here, lets get you to the hospital sweetheart." the medic said.

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Ryan

I held onto Maya frowning a little I walked out of the room with her and grinned, "You make a great keyboard artist babe," I said to her and pecked her lips gently, "I love you baby." I said out in the open for the first time. I smiled widely I loved being able to say that to her whenever I wanted to.

Josh

I held to Emily as they took and got her on the gurney and loaded her up into the ambulance. I got up in the ambulance with her and held to her hand. I pressed my lips to her hand and felt the ambulance pull out. I frowned as I kept her hand in mine worried about her.

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Maya

I smiled at Ryan, "I love you too, pudding." I giggled and wrapped my arms around his neck. I was so glad we could do this now. I felt like everything was finally perfect.

Emily

I held onto Josh's hand tightly I was scared I let some tears out my shoulder was still throbbing and I couldn't hear, I whined when they separated Josh and I at the hospital as he wasn't family so he couldn't go back with me. I laid there on the table as they did some tests, They wheeled me back out after a few hours, The doctor looked at Josh, "She has temporary hearing loss from blunt force trauma to the head from hitting her head, it should be better by tomorrow if not she needs to come back in for another CT scan." I looked at JOsh and sighed, I whispered out "so much for our date."

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Ryan

I wrapped my arms around her waist giving her body a light squeeze I kissed her lips softly and smiled at her only to hear Chris clear his throat I looked over at him and sighed, "She's my girlfriend I cant just not hug her or tough her what kind of relationship would that be?" I asked him and rolled my eyes at him and kissed her deeply in front of him, "I love her chris get over it."

Josh

I nodded to the doctor as I looked at Emily. I smiled at her shaking my head as I wrote on a piece of paper since she couldn't hear me, It's ok. We can always go on another. No matter what. I took and wheeled her out to the cab I had called for us.

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Maya

I smiled at Ryan and kissed him back keeping my arms locker around him. I heard Chris huff before leaving us alone. I giggled slightly and kept close to Ryan, "I love you too baby." I told him cupping his cheek.

Emily

I got in the cab with us, I spoke quietly, "You know, I will be able to hear again and the doctor said it should go away by morning, but you'll be gone by then." I said sadly and leaned in, I kissed him gently and wrapped my arm around his neck gently as the cabbie took us to my place I got inside with him and kissed him again our clothes shed as we made our way to my room I kissed him deeply backing up against the bed we fell onto it our kiss never broken.

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Ryan

I kissed her lightly and smiled at her, "I hope Josh makes it back to the bus before it leaves at midnight he has... three hours." I said to her and kissed her once more, "mm I love kissing you and not having to sneak it," I grinned widely and walked onto the bus for dinner with her, Thats what we did every night after a show we'd have take out ready for us all to eat I sat with her and ate my chinese food. "I can't wait til I get home cooked meals and a warm bed instead of a tight bunk."

Josh

I held onto her after our intimacy. I kept close to her side and kissed the side of head. She was right by morning I would be gone. I took and kept her in my arms sighing. I took and watched her sleep as I texted Ryan. Try to keep the bus and shit from leaving. Get them to stay till morning. I gotta do something. It was already 11 at night. I didn't want to leave her just yet. Not without asking her to come with me. I couldn't see without being away from her. I needed her badly.

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Maya

I giggled as I ate the food. "I can't wait either." I smiled at Ryan as I took and bit my lip. Since we'd been hiding this whole thing from my brother. Now we didn't have to hide about the plans of moving in with each other. It was something I had looked forward too over the time period we'd been together. I yawned hearing Devin and Ricky already snoring. I took and shook my head lightly picking at my food a little.

Emily

I woke up when I heard snoring in my ear I blinked and sat up I was still naked and so was he I looked at Josh and shook him "Josh, the bus..." I said to him and shook him harder I slapped his bare chest and saw him shoot up out of bed and look at me, "You've missed your bus how, the tour.." I said and looked at him and smiled when I could hear his voice it felt so good to hear his voice again.

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Ryan

I looked at my phone, "Josh is trying to bust a nut with that girl from last night so it looks like you're spending the night in albuquerque." I told chris and walked to the back with Maya I crawled into the bunk and pulled er in with me I held her close, "This right here is nice." I felt the bus move to a parking lot for over night stay, I texted josh knowing he'd get it in the morning We moved to a walmart just down from the venue see you in the morning use a condom. xoxo

Josh

I shook my head and smiled at her, "The bus is at a Walmart from the venue. Don't worry." I smiled as I noticed her smiling. "Can you hear me?" I asked her as she nodded her head grinning at me. I lent over kissing her lips deeply as I smiled at her. I was glad to hear that she could hear again. "Emily." I paused. "Why don't you go on tour with me? I mean I already consider you as my girlfriend when I asked you out. I mean if you want to be..." I paused. "I can't see leaving you. I honestly love you too much." I said softly to her.

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Maya

I smiled at Ryan resting my head on his chest as I pulled the covers over us. "Yes it does." I whispered to him and kissed the side of his face. I smiled and closed my eyes. I was glad we could finally be like this and not have to hide anymore.

Emily

"Josh," I said sweetly and looked at him, "I'd love to go with you but I can't, I have a job here. Bills to pay and a dog to feed." I told him and rubbed his arm, "I love you too, I'm sorry I can't go." I said sadly and looked at him, "you can call me anytime and when Tours over we can figure things out, maybe I can move and be closer to you.." my heart shattered as I looked down "I love you Josh,"

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Ryan

In the morning we got breakfast made and everyone fed, "Ugh where the fuck is josh!?" Chris called out impaitently, "I don't know he's not answering his phone maybe that chick killed him." Ricky called out I rolled my eyes and looked at Maya, "He's not dead I don't think, you know how josh is he can't have one night stands he gets all attached and shit." I said rolling my eyes at their comments.

Emily

"Josh," I said sweetly and looked at him, "I'd love to go with you but I can't, I have a job here. Bills to pay and a dog to feed." I told him and rubbed his arm, "I love you too, I'm sorry I can't go." I said sadly and looked at him, "you can call me anytime and when Tours over we can figure things out, maybe I can move and be closer to you.." my heart shattered as I looked down "I love you Josh,"

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Ryan

In the morning we got breakfast made and everyone fed, "Ugh where the fuck is josh!?" Chris called out impatiently, "I don't know he's not answering his phone maybe that chick killed him." Ricky called out I rolled my eyes and looked at Maya, "He's not dead I don't think, you know how josh is he can't have one night stands he gets all attached and shit." I said rolling my eyes at their comments.

Josh

I felt my heart breaking as I took a deep breath. "You could bring your dog with you, and you could be our merch girl and still have money." I told her hoping she'd break down and agree. I took and frowned staring at her wanting her to come with me so bad.

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Maya

"You two need to quit being asses." I pointed to Chris and Ricky narrowing my eyes. "Or i'll stop cooking for you all." I told them crossing my arms as I saw Ricky sigh. I held to Ryan and sighed a little, "He loves her you know." I told Ryan when we walked off the bus.

Emily

I looked at him I could see his heart breaking in his eyes I pulled him close and kissed his lips gently and sighed in defeat, "I'll have my brother come get my dog and stuff I guess," I said to him "I'll go just please don't let anything else like that happen I dont want to be deaf again." I said to him as I got up sorely and got dressed I packed a bag a small bag that I could live out of. I called my brother and told him I was going away that my house was for sale and he needed to come get all the stuff and my dog Bowser.

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Ryan

"NO he doesn't," I said looking at Maya, "I've known you for years Maya and I fell in love with you over time and my love is growing for you more and more, but Josh just met this girl he's heart broken because of Ryan his girlfriend leaving him for someone else and this girls a rebound I know Josh. Thats what this is and he's probably going ot hurt this girl you saw her shes not like any of us."

Josh

I took and held to her as we got inside the cab. I kissed the side of her head as I held her close to me. I took and smiled keeping my arm around her. I held to her as I saw the walmart come into view. I took and smiled at her glad she'd agreed to this.

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Maya

"She doesn't have to be like us, Ryan." I retorted crossing my arms. "I saw something in Josh last night that none of you ever pay attention too." I sighed and walked around the bus going towards the Walmart to use the bathroom as we waited.

Emily

I looked at the tour bus and inhaled deeply, "They're not going to like me, I'm not like any of you." I said to him and bit my lip I didn't own very much black clothing so I wouldn't look gothic I didn't have any tattoos and I was blonde while most of them had dark or dyed hair.

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Ryan

I blinked realizing I offended Maya I sighed and walked after her and waited outside the bathroom I caught her as she walked out, "Baby I'm sorry I didnt mean to be so mean I know why you're upset Josh and this chick are kind of like us nobody approves I should be the supportive one, I know I'm sorry."