@ Dandy Darling;
Charlie suddenly felt bad for embarrassing him and felt her stomach crash. God, she was such an idiot and she had ruined the entire night. "Okay. Well, at least come lay in bed with me for a little well," she muttered before scurrying away from the door. She practically fell into bed, sort of feeling like crying at the atrocity that was this night. What felt so romantic and so intimate before had come crashing down in front of her and she almost wanted to laugh; this is what her whole life was like. Why was she surprised?
She didn't know how long he'd be, but she hoped that he would actually take her up on the offer to cuddle. Maybe they could salvage something of this night, some sort of sentiment in everything before they had to get back to work tomorrow. She felt her skin crawl a little because she wasn't even sure how long it'd be before someone else touched her and not in way Derek did. How long till all of the training was complete and she was being sent off to someone else?
Charlie suddenly felt bad for embarrassing him and felt her stomach crash. God, she was such an idiot and she had ruined the entire night. "Okay. Well, at least come lay in bed with me for a little well," she muttered before scurrying away from the door. She practically fell into bed, sort of feeling like crying at the atrocity that was this night. What felt so romantic and so intimate before had come crashing down in front of her and she almost wanted to laugh; this is what her whole life was like. Why was she surprised?
She didn't know how long he'd be, but she hoped that he would actually take her up on the offer to cuddle. Maybe they could salvage something of this night, some sort of sentiment in everything before they had to get back to work tomorrow. She felt her skin crawl a little because she wasn't even sure how long it'd be before someone else touched her and not in way Derek did. How long till all of the training was complete and she was being sent off to someone else?
September 5th, 2015 at 09:52pm