What A Great Audience

@ The Joker;
Jimmy growled. "Don't even try that. I know you when you're drunk. You get mean and well other things but you don't lie." he said and stood pacing now. "So tell me the truth. I deserve that Illiana. Let me prove to you I'm not running away when you push me away." he said to her. It was a surprise to him as well that he was willing to work it out with her. Jimmy ran a hand through his hair. He sighed and sat beside her. "Come on please let me in. I don't know why you refuse to let me into your life. What is it that you're so afraid of?"

Illiana stared at Jimmy in surprise, her eyes widening. She had no idea that he had realized that about her. But as soon as he asked her what she was afraid of, she opened up like a rushing dam of water. She jumped up and started to pace as she talked. "What am I afraid of?! I'm afraid of falling in love with you so deep that there is no turning back. I'm afraid of you using me for all of this," she said, gesturing to the house, "And the half a billion dollars I have in a trust fund!" she screamed, turning to face him. "You always wondered why I never let you know where I lived or meet my parents or anybody I know... It's because I only know stuck up snobs who think they're better than everyone who has less money than them," she snorted. "I own the company I work for now. My parents bought it when I got the job so that I could have my own business. I am literally scared of anyone getting too close because I hate myself for having more than everyone else. And I don't care if none of what I said makes sense because my life makes no sense. I can have anything I want... But you are what I want. And not just you but Austin. I am in love with both of you." She had gotten so lost in her rant that she had accidentally told him about Austin.

@ The Joker;
Jimmy listened to bed letting her talk. He frowned as she got to Austin. It suddenly made sense. He sighed. He had fallen in love with perhaps the one girl that loved two people and actually meant it. Jimmy hung his head a moment before he stood and crossed to her pulling her into his arms. "Illiana I don't want not do I need your money. I'm a famous rock star, I have my own money even if it is less than yours. I was never into the music for the money or am I or ever will be or have been into you for your money. I am sorry those you know are snobs but I am not in this relationship for them. I am here for you because I love you and only you. You don't have to hate yourself for having more you just need to know what to do with it. It doesn't need to make sense to me I just need to know how to support you. But Illiana I don't know if I am okay sharing you but I am not going to leave you. I will just have to convince you I am the better man for the rest of your life." He said and smoothed her hair back. "Do you think you can let me do that? Can you let me love you and trust that I will do what is right by you?" He asked looking into her eyes still obviously hurt but determined.

Illiana stepped back away from Jimmy, shaking her head slowly. "I don't want to be touched," she whispered. The way she was feeling now made her want to scream and cry. She hated the fact that no matter what she did, Jimmy would always love her and try to be with her. She wanted him to hate her for what she did. She wanted him to yell at her and ask her why in her right mind would she do this. She didn't want the lovey dovey crap right now because she didn't deserve it one bit. "You treating me this well isn't helping. I want you to scream at me and argue and tell me what a piece of shit I am," she muttered.

@ Jinx...

@ The Joker;
Jimmy groaned and ran a hand through his hair. "Well that's not who I am Illiana. If you want creaming and fighting and to be told your a terrible person then go talk to Austin. I am sure he would love to fight with you then fuck you! Damn it!" he turned from her taking a deep breath. He honestly didn't know if he could do this. "Look I got to go. You need to figure some things out. I told you that I will be here for you if you want me but I am not going to change who I am at my core for you. I am not the kind of person who tells you that you are a piece of shit because I can plainly see you're not. I know that it is hard for you to understand selflessness but I love you and for me that means forgiving everything and supporting you in what you need to make you happy." he said and started to walk out of the house.

Illiana stared at Jimmy's back with a frown. He was going to walk away just like that? "This is why I've been fucking Austin!" she screamed at his back, picking up a glass figurine that was sitting on the table and throwing it at her wall. Jimmy would never understand that she wanted someone to treat her like shit sometimes. She had so many people using her for money and smiling in her face pretending like they were friends that she wanted someone to tell her like it was. And she liked Austin because he was using her in a way that no one else ever would. Mainly because he didn't know she was rich so he had nothing else to use her for.

@ The Joker;
Jimmy frowned. He got in his car and leaned his head on his steering wheel. He felt like shit and he wanted to scream and yell and throw shit around to but he wasn't that kind of guy. He was the one you could depend on for everything and she would see sometimes you just needed someone who was there for you no matter what. He ran a hand through his hair and sat up driving back home. He was going to get drunk. It might not be the best coping skill but it was what he needed in order to get through tonight. He hoped it wouldn't take more then a few days for Illiana to show up again at is door.
When Jimmy got home with the several different bottles of alcohol he sat in his music room and drank until all that was left was the blaring of the music that he started to keep time to.

Illiana screamed in frustration before picking up her phone and sending a quick text message to Austin. She told him where to come and broke her phone quickly after that. She didn't care if screwing Austin out of anger was immature, she just needed a good hate fuck right now and the only place to get something like that? Austin. He knew how to touch her and make her beg for more. And he knew how to ease her stress so that she didn't worry about anything. But what she didn't realize was that through all of her frustration, she was letting Austin in more by letting him come to her home. But that didn't matter right now. All that mattered was having a good fuck.

@ The Joker;
Austin frowned as he drove through the gated community and came to the door on the text from Illiana. He had no idea what the hell was going on. She had seemed upset in her text and he had been worried she might be in some kind of trouble. Usually if she wanted to fuck she came to his place. He knocked on the door and waited. When the door opened he was lead in and when he saw Illiana he frowned. "What's going on?" he asked and looked at her watching as she stormed around. So she was in one of those moods. He caught on quickly and grabbed her arm and smashed his mouth to hers.

Illiana turned to face Austin when he walked in and growled lowly. When he grabbed her and smashed his lips to hers, she tangled her fingers in his hair and pressed her body against his. She usually always did something like this when her and Jimmy fought. She knew Jimmy would probably feel some type of way if she didn't call or go see him within the next couple of days but she didn't want to deal with him. And she was so close to being done with him completely. The way he acted tonight was the exact reason that she cheated on him.

@ The Joker;
Austin picked her up so her legs wrapped around his wait. He looked around. "Where's the bed?" he asked. He followed her instructions to the bedroom and then closed the door pinning her to it as he ripped her shirt. He peeled it off her in pieces and his mouth devoured hers. Austin bit and then licked away the pain leaving the throbbing pleasure on her skin as he continued to undress her. He fell back onto the bed with her pulling off his shirt and grabbing a fist full of her hair letting his frustrations about the other night out on her body. He finally had them both naked and thrust into her no warm up no asking. He took all he wanted from her body giving nearly nothing in return but he naturally was a lover that could please without trying. Austin pinned her hands above her head as he thrust hard into her growling lowly against her neck.

[i'm gonna skip this part this time.]

Illiana laid there after they had both finished off and closed her eyes, letting out a soft groan. That only helped a little bit and didn't help enough. Usually it was enough to calm her down and keep her good for a few days but for some reason it wasn't. Maybe it was because of Jimmy and the fact that she had actually hurt him fully this time. But she wouldn't know because she didn't want to. "You can go now," she muttered, rolling away from Austin.

@ Jinx...

@ The Joker;
Austin laughed as he lay there and she was telling him to get out. "Not happening sweet cheeks. We did what you wanted now I think you should explain a little." he said and looked over at her gloriously naked next to her. Austin smirked. "You're screwing that Jimmy guy aren't you?" he asked and smiled at her. "Look it's no big deal I'm more curious about the house we're in and the fact you can buy a bus? You rich sweet cheeks? Why were you hiding it? You know I am only using you for your body." he said.

Illiana frowned at his words and swallowed hard, sitting up on the bed and pulling the sheet with her so it wrapped around her naked body. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes, starting to realize why Jimmy would be the better guy. Austin asked about where she lived and Jimmy... Jimmy didn't even seem to care. "I have a trust fund worth a half a billion. Of course I can afford my own bus. I also own the company I work for," she shrugged as she got out of the bed. "The house... Well, I didn't buy it. My parents did," she sighed before walking out of the room, not waiting for him to answer. She hadn't eaten since the day before and she was starving. Plus, she didn't want to hear what Austin had to say.

@ The Joker;
Austin sighed as she walked away. He shook his head. He dressed and walked downstairs finding her. "Hey you know it's really annoying when you assume what I am going to say. I don't give a shit you have money. I don't need it cause I have my own and I like making my own with my music." he walked over to her and looked down at her. "I like you cause the sex is good and you're kind... most the time but when you're not we work it out with sex." He said and smiled softly. "Is that a problem for you?" he asked not really wanting to loose his sex partner.

Illiana stared at Austin for a moment before taking out a few things for herself to eat, rolling her eyes at him. "It's not a problem. But I don't know if I want to do this anymore. I can't keep hurting Jimmy like this," she whispered, shaking her head before the chef came into the room and took the food from her hands so that he could cook it for her. She stepped back and laughed a bit, shaking her head. "Thanks, Roger. I didn't know how I was going to make that anyway," she moved over to stand next to Austin. "I can't do this unless he's okay with it. So why don't I call him over and we can all talk about it?"

@ The Joker;
Austin groaned. "Uhh that is all I need is to get into a confrontation with a member of the band I am suppose to be going on tour with in a month." he said and shook his head. "No. I don't want to talk about this with him and I know for damn sure he doesn't want to talk about you screwing me either. This is not a fucking custody battle were we decide who screws you what night and gets to call you their girlfriend. Sorry sweetcheeks but that is not how this works. I don't care if you see him on the side I just want to be able to fuck you often. He wants a relationship I can tell you that and he isn't going to want to share you with anyone. He wants to screw you too! If you wanted to have a rational conversation you should have asked him to fuck you then talk it over. Damn you're one twisted babe." he said and shook his head wondering why the hell he got into this mess and why he didn't want their situation to change.

Illiana stared at Austin for a moment before she lifted her arm and pointed in the direction of the door. "We're done. Lose my number, forget where I live, and forget I ever existed," was all she said before turning on her heel and walking toward the back of the house. Maybe a swim would help her clear her head and figure out what she was going to do but she wasn't sure about that. She honestly didn't think anything could help her right now and that made her very uncofortable, to say the least.

@ The Joker;
Austin laughed. "Alright Sweetheart but I bet you told him you wanted to fight and when he didn't fight you you called me. You need me. I'll see you soon dear." he said and walked away from her slamming the door on his way. Austin wasn't going to beg and plead her to stay. He wasn't like that. Austin was confident at one point or another she would be back needing a good fuck. She knew this was a screwed up mess and him pointing it out to her only pissed her off making her kick him out but he wasn't going to lose anything. He would let her calm down then see where they stood. He was sure once she tried to make it work with Jimmy and it was still missing something then she would be back. Jimmy seemed like a nicely and all but Austin was sure Jimmy didn't know how to do her like he did.

A few days later, Illiana was at the office. She had been there all night and had immersed herself in her work to avoid talking to Austin or Jimmy. She didn't want anything to do with either of them at the moment and she knew that if she saw one of them, she'd probably freak. She had even used the office gym to blow off some steam and gotten herself a puppy to occupy her time with. She was sick of not getting her way and that was where her spoiled side came in. She always got what she wanted. And when she didn't, she either turned into a brat or she completely cut off whoever didn't give her what she wanted. But blame her parents, they started it with her.

@ Jinx...