For the first few minutes or so, Alex had done a good job to keep his composure. The only thing that continued to run through his mind was pictures and images of some other man holding his son, feeding his son, carrying for his son. Alex clamped his eyes shut, shoving the palms of his hands into his eyes in an attempt to distract himself from the images that ran rampant through his mind.
Alex's breathing started to grow faster, barely exhaling before he had to drag another lungful of air into his body. Alex's face started to grow fuzzy but no matter what he did, he couldn't seem to get it under control. His vision started to get blurry and out of nowhere, Alex found himself lashing out at the railing of the deck. He punched the railing one, two, three times before he felt a spasm of pain shoot through his fist.
Letting out a dry laugh, Alex cradled his hand, his fingers digging into the palm of his hand to exacerbate the pain. It was the only thing that was seeming to help bring him back down to reality. But at least it was working.
Alex's breathing started to grow faster, barely exhaling before he had to drag another lungful of air into his body. Alex's face started to grow fuzzy but no matter what he did, he couldn't seem to get it under control. His vision started to get blurry and out of nowhere, Alex found himself lashing out at the railing of the deck. He punched the railing one, two, three times before he felt a spasm of pain shoot through his fist.
Letting out a dry laugh, Alex cradled his hand, his fingers digging into the palm of his hand to exacerbate the pain. It was the only thing that was seeming to help bring him back down to reality. But at least it was working.
January 26th, 2017 at 05:58am