Never Letting Go

He raised his eyebrows from his laughter. "What's funny? She sounded upset on the phone," He said, following him into the kitchen. "No I'm fine,"

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"The designer wanted me in as little clothes as possible," He rolled his eyes. "But it was fall wear, the idiot. How are you holding up?"

"I don't know why she was crying to be honest," he said to him, "She doesn't talk to me about feelings anymore," Hoseok mumbled then sighed a little.

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She laughed a little, "Well you looked good, are you happy though?" she asked him lightly.

He sighed. "I am, despite the stress, it's a dream come true." He murmured. "How are you? I saw your underwear spread and you looked amazing,"

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He leaned against the counter. "Why what's wrong?" He asked him, setting his phone down. "Everything okay?"

"We're drifting, we're both busy - just.. my insecurities got the best of me a couple days ago and I accused her of cheating," he murmured lightly.

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She smiled a little, "I'm good, got a nice savings account and I'm living with Kihyun right now and it's good," she smiled a little, "I'm happy you're living it up, but I miss you," she murmured.

He shook his head. "Idiot, my insecurities got the best of me too and then you came along. Did you at least apologize?" He asked. "You know she loves you,"

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He nodded a little. "You're not completely okay," He said softly. "I know you too well. Tell me what's up."

She sighed a little, "I.." she whined, "I have feelings for Kihyun," she murmured softly, "I have.. for a long time but... you made me know what it was like to be in love and loved in return - every time I think about telling him I feel like I'm cheating on you," she murmured then rubbed her face.

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He sighed,"I just..I don't know I haven't but I just want her... all of her, I love her too much to watch her slip away but it's like I can't stop it,"

He sighed. "I knew you did a while ago, but I didn't want to say anything," He murmured. "Now you need to tell him. Don't.. worry about me. I'll always love you, but you should do what your heart wants."

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"Then there's your answer. I don't need to go in there, you do. Because if I go in there and see her sad, I'm going to come back out here and kick your ass because you promised you wouldn't hurt her. Now go keep your promise and fix this." He said seriously.

Charlotte looked down then looked at him, "what if it ruins our friendship?" she asked him lightly, "I dont want him gone from me completely, hes not just so guy I like he's been my best friend for...forever,"

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He nodded a little,"Okay," he murmured softly, "but I'd like to see your scrawny self try to kick my ass," he teased him.

"The one girl I loved you came and took from me, I'm sure i could beat you. I'd use weapons. Now go before I actually do it," He said, grabbing his phone. "I'll see myself out, go now,"

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He sighed. "Just something you have to deal with. Is he over Rayan?" He asked her.

"I think so, but he said he likes someone but won't say anything because it's pointless - but he said I know her," she murmured softly as she looked at him.

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He ran a hand through his hair then walked into the study, "I'm sorry," he murmured, "I'm an asshole, I... I let.. everything make me insecure make me worry that... maybe you could fall in love with someone else," he murmured in one breath.

Rayan sighed, looking at him from the couch and sighing. "Come here. I'm sorry too. I said some mean things that I shouldn't have and I didn't need to. I know you were hurt but I'd never ever do that to you. You're all I want, no one could steal me from you."

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He snorted. "That's original. Well, you need to get it out of him." He said to her. "Find out who then tel him."

She whined a little then sighed, "I suppose," she murmured as she chewed on the inside of her cheek. "Kihyun was never know for his originality," she teased lightly then smiled.

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He felt his eyes tear up as he walked over and buried his face into her neck, "I don't now what I'd do without you,"

"Just trust me," She said softly. "I'll tell Jared we need to wrap up the project. We can have sex more, we can go on dates. I don't want to lose you because I'm scared too, I don't want you looking anywhere else."

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He shook his head. "He really wasn't. I want you happy, so don't worry about me. I'm more sad you're sad."

She smiled a little, "I want you to be happy too," she murmured softly, "But I won't lie the girls you hang out with are super pretty and I hate them," she joked as she smiled a bit.

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He nodded a little, "I could never be with anyone else, you're it for me," he murmured softly.

"Then know that you're ir for me too. You're going to be my husband one day, and I'm never looking back, so trust me and know that I'll never look anywhere else." She said, kissing his forehead.

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He snorted. "They don't speak anything other than French and I need a little more versatility in my life."

She smiled a little then laughed, "Well, if things were different," she said lightly then sighed as she looked at her hands.

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He closed his eyes as he sniffled a little then held her close kissing her repeatedly.

She held him and sighed, kissing him gently. "I love you okay, I'll finish up with Jared and be done with it."

He shook his head. "Things work out for the better. This included. You'll always be special to me. But this will work out for you."

She smiled a little as she looked at him,"If you say so," she said to him lightly

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He nodded,""I love you too," he murmured.

She buried her face into his chest and sighed. "I hate when we fight," She murmured.

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He sighed. "Just do everything so you won't regret it, that's importsnt. Promise me. You'll tell him regardless of what might happen."

She sighed then nodded a little as she wet her lips, "Okay," she murmured lightly then pushed a hand over her face hearing the front door open. "You should get some sleep, I won't say anything tonight but I want to sleep on it - and you've got a long day ahead of you tomorrow,"

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He held her and sighed," I hate it too," he murmured gently kissing her neck.