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Annalise
I felt my heart drop slightly. Seeing him look so upset killed me inside, I didn't knnow why. I didn't even love him.

" Matt, you're not a monster," I said softly, carefully lifting one of my arms to rub his cheek. "I'm sorry, for not giving you a chance. This is my fault. Not yours." I said quietly, my eyes darting to the ground.

Annalise
"In talking about whenever you first found me. If i would have just given you a chance, neither of us would have been in this situation," I said in a quiet tone. I looked at the ground, my body aching. I honestly didn't even know how I was alive at the moment.

Annalise
I looked up at him, biting on my lip slightly. "Do you have anything that would help with the pain?" I asked him. It was hard not to cry. This was the worst pain imaginable, and I didn't even know how I was going to manage the next several weeks until I was healed up enough to be able to go back to work.

Annalise
I almost flinched whenever Matt kissed my head, but I managed not to. I managed to climb under the blankets, tears rolling my eyes as I moved. I knew if I moved too much, that everything would start bleeding again. I was relieved whenever Matt handed me some pain meds and a bottle of water. I didn't hesitate for a second. I quickly took them and handed the glass back to him. "Thank you," I said softly.

[I think im gonna reply to when hope begins to fade, then probably go lay down. I haven't been feeling well at all today]

Annalise
" Please stay," I said quietly, looking into his guilt filled hazel eyes. "Please?" I knew he wouldn't really be able to hold me, but I didn't want to be alone. Not right now.

Annalise
I looked over my shoulder to see Matt laying there. "Than k you," I said softly. "i dont know how I'm going to explain to my family that I'm going to be getting married in a month.." I said softly.

Annalise
I looked over at him. "It's okay Matt, he's not your responsibility to apologize for. I don't think anyone is a fan of your father other than Satanists. I mean, he's the devil for Christ's sake. I was honestly expecting something like what he was, maybe not as bad, but he definetly lives up to his title," I said softly. "I'm just glad you are nothing like him," i saif softly, looking into his hazel eyes

Annalise
I gave him a small smile. "Of course I do Matt. If you were anything like him, you wouldn't have stood up for me or tried to change his mind. You wouldn't keep apologizing to me and you wouldn't have been in tears whenever you did what you did," I said in a soft tone as I carefully reached up to put my hand on his scruffy face. "I may not want to marry you, but I'd rather be married to you than be a new toy for your father." I said, looking into his hazel eyes.

[I am, thank you ill reply to the rest of our threads whenever I get home.]

Annalise
I was surprised to say the least, whenever he kissed me. Part of me wanted to pull away and slap him, the other part didn't want me to stop. I decided to listen to the part that said not to stop. I placed my hand on the side of his neck and deepened the kiss slightly. To be honest, I didn't really know what I was doing. I hasn't actually partook in any sexual activities, but I did understand how it all worked .

Annalise
I was slightly upset with him whenever he pulled away from me. I stared into his hazel eyes, and whenever he looked away, I put my hand on his cheek and forced him to look at me. I leaned in and pressed my lips against his. Pulling away after a moment I looked into his eyes. "It's okay," I said softly, leaning in to kiss him again.