Never Found Anyone Like You

“What makes you happy?” He asked seriously, sitting down on the stool by the kitchen.

Lucy shook her head. “I’ll help, we’ll need to plan things since we want to do this quickly. So how long do you think?”

She thought about it and sighed, "You or.. harry makes me happy - he's so precious," she smiled a little as she looked at him.

He smiled, "IT shouldn't take long, maybe a couple of months, we could be married before june," he told her.

“A few months, so maybe April or May?” She asked softly. “I’ll need Rosalie and Lily for help with dresses,” She smiled a little.

He nodded a little. “Maybe we need for you to spend a bit of time with him,” He murmured. “At the burrow when they come by,” He offered hopefully

She nodded a little and smiled weakly as she turned back to the food to continue cooking, "dinner should be done soon you should eat more often you're looking kind of thin,' she said as she grabbed the plates.

he nodded,"april sounds good,' he said to her smiling a little, "and of course you will, just have fun with it," he told her.

He sighed. “It’s hard especially with it coming so soon. I wanted to tell you, when I change, I want you to leave back to Sirius and Lucy. It’s not safe for you here, not while I’m changed.”

She nodded a little. “April, late April then. Maybe the 22nd? I’ve always liked that number,” She said. “So I’ll get looking into dresses and we can have the wedding somewhere nice.”

she turned and looked at him, 'but i haven't missed a full moon with you since i found out," she said to him crossing her arms over chest, 'and I need to know if the potion works,'she told him, "I can't leave you,'

He smiled, 'April 22nd sounds good, love," he said to her smiling a little as he sighed, 'who thought, huh - bet no one thought id get married,"

She smiled a little. “I didn’t. I especially didn’t think you would want a baby,” She said softly. “I thought we’d just grow old this way, because I didn’t think you would have wanted it.”

He nodded a little. “I know but with you not being able to use any magic is my fear, if you could I wouldn’t have an issue, but I’d be afraid in harming you while you were nearly a muggle.” He explained quietly

she sighed a little and kicked the chair looking down a little, 'this isn't fair... how come you're not effected?" she asked him softly as she kepted her arms crossed over her chest. She probably looked like a child right now but she was angry.

He smiled, "I want everything with you,' he said to her lightly, "I'd never want it with anyone else,"

She smiled a little and kissed his face, burying her face into his neck. “I’m happy, I’ve always wanted you to myself.” She murmured. “Now you’ll officially be mine.”

“Because I know I’m doing the right thing,” He said softly. “Now calm down and come out of there,” He said calmly, walking in and moving her out of the kitchen.

He smiled a little as he wrapped his arms around her waist pulling her body closer to his own, "I've always been yours, love," he murmured as he sighed.

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"I'm cooking, Remus," she whined as he guided her out of the kitchen by her arm, "Can you stop treating me like a child! I am a grown woman, Remus! Oh, so you're not affected because you know you're right? I call bullshit, you're just scared - its the only real reason someone pushes their love away!" she said to him as she looked at him with a pained expression.

"I feel like I've earned your love, right?" she whispered softly as she looked at him, "Please stop pushing me away," she murmured as she looked at him, "IF it's not you there will be no one else, I've known since the moment I met you that you were the one - you being a werewolf is not an issue for me so I'm begging you tto stop this immediately," she said to him.

He sighed and continued where she left off, effectively leading her to the doorway of the kitchen. “I’m not treating you like a child, but you kicked a chair, I didn’t want you to hurt yourself,” He said, finishing up the food. “I loved you in school of course I did, but times then are different from now. We were just in school, now we’re out in the world and things can’t be the same as they were.”

“Have you? Good to know, only I wished you would have told me a bit earlier,” She murmured, wrapping her arms around his shoulders and grinning. “I’m a little worried though, with the war. Feels like I just got you, now I might lose you.”

"Why not," she asked him, "you're the one making this difficult, I've given you everything I have to offer, we can make this work!" she said to him as she looked at him. "Please, REmus," she whispered as she walked up behind him resting her head against his back . "I'm so tired of sleeping alone," she whispered as tears fell down her face. "Once my potion works there won't be any reason for someone not to hire you," she murmured softly.

"I'ts going take a lot more than some war for me to die," he chuckled as he sighed a little, "Fear not love, everything will be fine," he told her.

She nodded a little, tightening her hold on him and sighing. “You better promise, because I will not forgive you if you leave me,” She murmured, sniffing a little.

He looked down, bracing his hands on the counter. “I will not make life difficult for you by marrying a werewolf. I will not make life difficult for any children we would have. I will not harm you, I will not harm your future, I won’t do it.” He whispered, turning in her arms and looking into her eyes. “The answer is no. I mean this. We should focus on getting your magic back.”

"Isn't it up to me what I do with my future!?" she said to him shoving his chest, "When is it my fucking choice, Remus!?" she said to him angrily as looked at him her hands shaking as she clutched his shirt. "You say you're not treating me like a child but you're acting like I don't know how to make decisions for myself! Well, fine... you hate me so much.. consider me gone," she said to him as she walked from the kitchen and to the bedroom to grab her bag, her walking was a bit wobbly but she ignored it.

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He rubbed her back, "Now... no tears," he murmured lightly, "I'm not going anywhere, don't worry so much - ain't got nowhere else I'd rather be than right here,"

“Of course it’s uo to you,” He said, turning to watch her and sighing. “You can do what you want, I won’t stop you. I will not participate though,” He sighed. “And stop, you can’t leave. You’re even more vulnerable now than before,” He said, pulling her bag out of her grasp. “You can barely walk, any method of transport you she will weaken you even more.”

She nodded a little and sighed, closing her eyes. “Fine,” She murmured, rubbing his arms softly. “I’m expected back at work soon,” She sighed, looking uo st him. “Kingsley has been covering for me so far though.”

"and its YOUR FAULT," she yelled at him, "If you knew you were just going to do this in the end why did you did this to me?!" she yeled at him, "I'm broken remus!" she shouted at him, "I'm going to die without my magic, I won't be able to protect myself from death eaters or attacks.. the war! I'll be downright fucked!" she said crying as she sat on the bed.

"You said you loved me," she sobbed as she shoved him again, "You don't know whats best for me, only I do but even right now .. I don't even want to look at your face," she spat. "You've broken me Remus... are you happy!?"

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He nodded a little, "Hm, well I'm sure he understands, everyone will be happy ot hear about our engagement I think," he said smilingn a little.

"You've done this to yourself," He murmured. "Only you won't let go," He said quietly, stepping away from her and going out of the room. "When you've calmed, I'll take the potion, though I still think you should return to Lucy and Sirius, when it's time for me to change." He nodded a little, looking at her and turning away.

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She nodded a little. "I think so too, I think it'll be more surprise though, that you actually want to settle down, get married and have a family. Or that I actually agreed," She teased gently. "I think most people assumed we would just live on together."

He nodded, "For a while I assumed the same," he admitted, "But I want verything with you... I want what James has," he murmured gently.

Lucy smiled a little as she walked into the living room, seeing Sirius sitting over by the fire. "There you are, Snuffles, I've been looking all over," She said teasingly, sitting next to him and smiling. "What are you up to?" She asked curiously, using her wand to bring a blanket over.

"Never... call me that around the others, I've a repuation to uphold," he said to her, "And.. I'm just thinking, Remus said Rosalies not any better.. she's worse actually," he said to her, "And I was thinking about our wedding, what color dressing robes I should wear,"

Rosalie sat on the sofa and fidded with the pages of the book in her hand, she hadn't spoken in days - she had nothing more to say so she figured being silent was better than anything.