Where You Can Stay Away Forever [Closed]

April sat on Matts couch, waiting for him to come back from his room with her deal. Coming to Matt made April hate herself a little more each time she found herself scrounging her purse for the money to pay him. Matt had been Aprils dealer since she was a senior in high school. That was when her drug addiction began, it was a coping mechanism to help her deal with the abuse she suffered from her foster parents, and it also helped her ignore her anxiety and depression.

The pair had known each other for years, and whether Matt was just taking advantage of April, or not, their relationship had evolved from just him being her dealer, to a sort of friends with benefits scenario.

When Matt came back into the living room, holding a little plastic bag with a handful of pills inside, April felt her hands start to get sweaty. She clutched the money in her hands and quickly offered it up to Matt. Every so often she got the nerve to try and quit cold turkey, so currently, she hadn't had a fix in a week and a half and the withdrawal symptoms were starting to kick her ass. "Thanks." She said as she grabbed the baggie from him.

---

Brian stepped out of the shower, hearing a light rapping knock coming from his front door. He ran a towel through his hair and quickly threw on some pajama pants and a dark t shirt. "Coming!" He called, pretty sure he knew exactly who it was.

Hannah was one of Brian's newest customers and so far everything between them had been strictly business. She would come over, barely come inside, pay him, get her goods and leave. But today Brian had different plans for her.

Going up to his door, he opened it a crack to see who it was before letting it swing wide open. He gave Hannah a smile and moved out of the way, inviting her in. "Aren't you swinging by late?" He smirked.

Matt had been dealing to April for years now and she seemed to be coming back more and more lately. He knew she went through times when she would claim she wasquitting, but she always came right back to him. He grabbed the pills she wanted before he returned to the room. He noticed how on edge she was. He could tell she was going through withdrawals. "You okay love?" He asked as he offered her the pills. He took the money from her. He knew he should feel bad for taking advantage of her like he did, but he had bills to pay too. "You are short fifteen bucks." He said, looking at her. He took the pills back. "Sorry." He said, offering her money back. He knew she would be desperate enough to find another way for payment and he would get what he wanted.

---

Hannah bit her bottom lip lightly as she stood outside of Brian's door. She knocked and waited for him. One the outside she looked like a young woman who had it all together. She had friends and she didn't even look like she partied. Hannah had started selfmedicating when she was fourteen. It started with drinking then slowly slipped into smoked weed. Her parents didn't really care what she did so she got away with everything. She had met Brian a few months ago at a raging party and popped some Molly's with him. Then things started to get crazy. She had tried plenty of drugs before she met him, but now she just couldn't get enough of him or the drugs he was dealing to her.

Hannah smiled as he opened the door, "Yea I know. I'm sorry for coming so late." She said, looking up at him. He was so much taller than her. She loved that though. Everything about him screamed Alpha male and she wanted it. Hannah knew that even though he kind of threw her life into chaos that he also gave it some structure. When he invited her into his apartment she stepped inside. It wasn't super fancy, but it was awful either. It was definitely a bachelor pad. She looked at him, "I didn't wake you did I?" She asked. She had been out with some friends and realized she was out of pills.

@ dance macabre

April sighed and just dropped her head in her hands. She couldn't stand the headaches, or the way her bones felt like they were grinding away to dust, or how nauseous she had been feeling constantly. Her whole body was just in a ridiculous amount of pain and after paying all of her bills, that's all she had left. Even if she was a drug addict, April always made sure her necessities came first. She didn't want to be like one of the annoying, homeless drug addicts that you could tell was a crack head. April still had a nice job, a nice apartment, and looked like a normal person and she planned to keep it that way.

"Matt, please, I never front of you. I can pay you back later." April begged, "Please, it's been a really long time..."

---

Brian shook his head as he shut the door and dead bolted it. "No, you're just catching me out of the shower." He chuckled. "What'll it be this week? Pills, dope, coke?" He asked, even though he pretty much new the answer. He went over to his couch and pulled out a little bag of opioids from the little nightstand next to it and tossed Hannah the pills.

"I assume you have the cash right?" He asked, leaning against the wall as he wrapped his arms around himself. Part of him hoped she didn't, so he could try and get her to pay in other ways, but that wasn't likely. Hannah never skimped on cash before, but Brian had other ideas in mind.

@ Gunslinger;

Matt crossed his arms and looked at April. "Sorry dollface. If i let you do it then everyone will start." He said. He watched her and sighed when he seen how fucked up she was. "Tell you what. Give me what you have and we can figure something out." He said as he took the cash from her. He smirked as he pocketed the money. He grabbed what she wanted then sat beside of her. He pulled it away when she reached for it. "You don't get it that easily." He said, his eyes moving over her body.

___

Hannah looked at him after she put the pills in her purse. "Of course." She said as she pulled the money out of her wallet. She handed the full amount to him, looking up at him. She couldn't believe how hot he was. She didn't ever picture drug dealers to look like him when she was growing up. Hannah didn't look like an addict either though. She was very put together and good at hiding it. Unless she happened to be at a party.

@ dance macabre

April instantly frowned the moment they were pulled just out of her grasp. She looked up at Matt seeing the way his eyes traveled down her body. Chewing on the inside of her lip, she forced herself to straighten up. Giving her body to him to help pay off debt for some pills put a horrible taste in the back of her mouth, but the pain was so overwhelming....

"What're you thinking, Matt?" She asked, turning to face him slightly. She pulled herself into his lap, straddling him as she pulled the bag from his hand and clutched it in her own. She put the bag away in her pocket, before going to unbutton his jeans, "thinking something like this?"

---

Brian took the money from her hand and haphazardly just tossed it onto the coffee table. He had plenty of money and they were alone in the moment. That money was the last thing on his mind.

"You look nice tonight..." He eyed her up and down, "Said you were out with friends, huh? Doing what?" Hannah was definitely the prettiest girl he sold to, by a long shot. No one even came close.

@ Gunslinger;

Matt smirked as she climbed onto his lap, his hands going to her hips. "That is exactly what I am thinking." He said, letting her unbutton his jeans. He lifted his hips as she pulled his jeans down, then slipped his hands underneath of her shirt. He pulled it off, then kissed along her neck and smirked. He knew that he could get what he wanted from her and not even have to really try. He pulled away, his eyes moving over her body before he ran his hands down her back. He unhooked her bra, then kissed her roughly. Matt let his finger tangle into her hair, holding her close to him. He knew that she would have to keep coming back to him because she was so addicted now. The way he looked at it he could have her whenever he wanted.

---

Hannah's eyes moved to the table where he threw the money then looked back at him when he mentioned her looking nice. "Thanks." She said, feeling him looking her over. "Nothing really we just went to dinner is all." She said shrugging. "What did you do today?' She asked him. She knew he wasn't a very busy guy. He clearly made most of his money from selling drugs. Though she was sure that he had all kinds of friends. Hannah smiled at him as he spoke. She knew that he had a thing for her and she liked that he found her interesting.

@ dance macabre

@ Gunslinger;

April was surprised at how quick he was at removing all of their clothes, if she didn't know any better, she would've said he planned all of this out. With his lips caressing her neck, April slid her hands down his back, letting her nails scratch him lightly, "Tell me you're at least not going to fuck me on your couch?" She chuckled, "Am I good enough at least for a bed?" She slid her hand between them to squeeze his cock as she looked up into his eyes, giving him a playful grin.

---

Brian shrugged, "Had some friends over, drank, nothing to special." He rubbed his hands together, deciding he either made a move now, or stayed a scared a piece of shit for the rest of his life. "You know, I have something new, if you wanna sample." He suggested, "Ever heard of yellow jackets? It's just a benzo, keeps you real calm, sense of euphoria? If you want, we could take some and just hang out for a little...?" He moved closer to her, even bringing his hand up to hold her at her elbow, gently. He didn't want to scare her, they had never really hung out alone before.

Matt smirked at her words, "Hmmm..." He said, thinking. He usually didn't take girls into his bed. "Sure." He said, picking her up. He carried her to his room as he kissed her then laid her on the bed, his body moving over hers. Matt ran his hands up her thigh, moving it between her legs after he removed her pants. He smirked as he move her panties aside and teased her. He kissed her roughly as he grabbed her panties, ripping them off of her before he slipped a finger into her core.

---

Hannah was surprised when he asked her to hang out and do the drugs with him. She looked up at him, feeling his arm on her. She thought about it and the fact that it was free made it more tempting. "Sure." She agreed, smiling a little. She could see that he seemed relieved that she agreed. She walked with him and sat on his couch, seeing her purse down next to her.

@ dance macabre

@ dance macabre

April gasped and let her hands run up his arms as he teased her. She couldn't believe she was actually laying his bed and doing this for some pills, especially cause in that moment she wasn't feeling any pain. She wasn't sure if that was because the way Matt was touching her made her so nervous, and a little excited, or just because this had her mind off of it. April tightened up feeling him move his fingers in and out of her, "You suggested this rather quickly, do you let girls pay this way often?" April teased him.

---

Brian smiled, glad she agreed so quickly. "Awesome." He handed her the controller to his xbox, "I got everything, put something on and I'll be right back." He went up the stairs of his apartment, into his bedroom where he grabbed the little tablets of halcion. He pulled two of them out of the bag, before stuffing them back into his backpack, and returning to Hannah. "Here we are." He smiled, handing her one of the tablets. He wasn't really going to take one with her, sometimes the sedative properties of it could be really overwhelming.

Matt looked at her, "No I don't." He said. Most of the girls weren't as good looking as her. The years of drugs had really destroyed them and they had given up on appearance. He pulled his fingers away, then kissed her before he reached into his nightstand and pulled out a condom. He didn't feel like wasting time. He moved his hands to her hips after he rolled the condom on. He pushed into her, moaning as the feeling of her around him. "Fuck." He breathed as he gripped her his as he began to thrust his hips.

---

Hannah took the controller from him, then found someone on the tv to watched. She never would have seen her doing this before she started doing drugs, but she figured that Brian seemed like a good enough guy. Hannah took the tablet that he dropped into her hand, then relaxed with him on the couch. After a bit she could feel the drug working and she noticed that Brian had scooted closer to her though she really didn't care. She didn't understand why she found doing the drugs so amusing. Sure she enjoyed the high, but she got more excited about the whole process of buying and getting ready to take the drugs.

@ dance macabre

April gritted her teeth and held his sides as he moved inside of her. She was definitely at war with herself, one side wanted to enjoy this and just relax and the other side thought what she was doing was disgusting. Either way, it was happening and all she could do now was relax.

She rest her head against his pillows as the side wanting to enjoy it won over. She moaned with each thrust and dug her nails into his skin. Moaning his name, she wrapped her leg around his waist as he went harder, her eyes rolling back into her head.

---

Brian just slipped his tab back into his pocket, and sat down on the couch. He gave it about twenty minutes for it to kick in, before he slid closer to her on the couch, throwing his arm over her shoulders. "Feeling it, yet?" He asked, even though it was obvious by the way it looked like she was fighting trying to keep her eyelids open. "Calming, isn't it?" His free hand found its way to caress her thigh, he couldn't help but put his hands on her. She was so gorgeous and seeing her in this state, he couldn't help himself.

@ Gunslinger;

Matt moaned as he felt her scratch his back, then kissed her roughly. He kissed along her neck as he went harder, feeling himself getting closer. "God damn baby." He moaned as he felt himself hit his climax, his fingers gripping her skin tighter. He was sure that it would leave bruises on her. He relaxed and slowly pulled away from her, running his hands over her body one last time. He exhaled as he relaxed on the bed. "Fuck." He breathed.

---

Hannah looked at him when he spoke, knowing it wasn't the first time she had done something so strong. "Hmm? Yea." She nodded. She felt his hand move over her thigh, the contact causing goosebumps to rise on her skin. She bit her bottom lip lightly as she felt his hand moving up her leg. The next thing she knew he was kissing her and she kissed him back. She normally tried to avoid hooking up with people when she was under the influence, but Brian was very tempting.

@ dance macabre

April breathed heavy and just laid back on his bed, taking a moment to catch her breath. She looked up at Matt and chewed the inside of her lip, before she pulled herself up and pulled her jeans back on. Now she was really starting to feel the disgust and regret. She pulled her bra back on and looked up at him, an embarrassed blush painted across her face.

"So, the pills are paid for then?" She asked, "I'm gonna go grab my shirt." She headed out of his bedroom, pulling the bag out of her jeans pocket and popped one of the pills under her tongue.

---

Brian just went for it, thinking at the least, she'd be so sedated she would just take his advances, but when he felt her kiss back, he felt his confidence rise higher. He smirked and trailed his lips down her neck, placing soft kisses all down her throat and over her shoulders.

Brian had hooked up with girls at parties before, and a few girls he had dealed to, but it had been so long ago, he thought he had been over it. All the girls he sold to were losing teeth, hair, were covered in scabs, or just were bone skinny and looked trashy. He thought he was above it and Hannah was still so beautiful and still took care of herself. It was hard to resist her.

@ Gunslinger;

Matt looked over at her when she asked if the pills were paid for. He nodded, "Yea of course." He said, smirking. He got up and threw away the used condom, then pulled on a pair of boxers and basketball shorts. Matt sat on the edge of his bed and lit a cigarette. He knew that she would be back so he wasn't worried. Matt walked out of his bedroom, finding her in his living room. "I'm having a party this weekend. You should come." He urged her.

---

Hannah felt him kiss down her neck as she relaxed on his couch, her hand rest on his side as she closed her eyes. She relaxed, enjoying the feeling of his mouth on her. Hannah let her hands slip under his shirt, before she pulled it away from his body. Her eyes scanned over his skin, seeing all the tattoos before she kissed him, her fingers moved over his arms lightly.

@ dance macabre

April had just finished pulling her shirt over head when he came into the room. "Maybe." She answered, "I'll think about it." She grabbed her jacket and slid it on, looking up at him. She liked Matt a lot, he was one of the most handsome men she had ever met, and most of the time he was really nice to her. She wondered how different her life would've been if she just kept her head down and never picked up any drugs. She figured she would've never met Matt, but then maybe she'd have her own family, or something. It was weird to think about it.

"I'll see you later." She told him and zipped her jacket up as she walked out of his apartment.

---

Brian was excited to see she was moving things along. It told him his feelings weren't only one sided. Once his shirt was on the floor, he did the same to hers and wrapped his arm around her waist and crawled over her, laying her down on the couch for the moment.

His mouth explored over her shoulders and down her breasts. He nibbled and kissed over her chest, jerking her bra down with his teeth. "Your tits are gorgeous." He breathed as he held her waist tighter and let his tongue play over her left nipple.

@ Gunslinger;

Matt smirked as she walked out, "Yea you'll be back." He muttered to himself. He finished his cigarette then went to bed.

That weekend he leaned against his counter, drinking a beer with some friends as the people around them all got drunk and danced. He loved throwing parties because he liked to see his friends a lot. He looked over when he seen a familiar face slip into his door and he noticed she brought a friend along. He waited for her to get a drink then walked over and slipped his arm around her waist, "Look who decided to show up." he teased her, before he took a sip of his beer.

---

Hannah moaned as he moved his mouth down her chest, feeling him lay her back on his couch. She felt so small underneath of him, but something about it made her excited. She ran her fingers through his hair when she felt his tongue move over her nipple. She gasped as he moved to her other breast, her small body arching off of his couch. She felt his warm body against her and she realized how amplified everything felt. She moved her hands down his sides, then began to push his pants down.

@ dance macabre

April looked up quickly when she felt Matts arm snake around her waist. "Well, I had nothing better to do." She shrugged and bit her lip. That was partly true, really she just wanted to see him. April looked over her shoulder to see her friend had already disappeared into the small crowd of people. "Can I get one of those?" She asked, pointing to his beer. She didn't know why he made her so nervous.

---

Brian got up off the couch when he felt her start to push at his jeans. He dropped them to the floor and his boxers soon followed. "Cmere." He smirked, pulling her off the couch and taking her over to his bar in the kitchen. He bent her over it and held her hips as he moved his cock into her. He didn't want to waste anytime, he had wanted this for so long. He groaned the moment he felt how wet and hot she was. "Fuck-" He gasped.

@ Gunslinger;

Matt nodded, "Of course." He said. He led her over to the kitchen and got her a beer, opening it for her. He handed it to her, "How was your week?" He asked. He had a feeling she was already out of pills, but he liked the idea of that. Matt opened another beer once he finished his. He normally stayed away from the drugs, but he could put down some beer.

---

Hannah nodded, feeling him pick her up with ease. She bent over the counter, gasped as he pushed into her. Her moans filled his apartment as her hands rested on his counter. Hannah screamed in pleasure as he began to thrust into her harder. It was probably the roughest sex she had ever had and she didn't think she would ever enjoy something like that. Though she was really enjoying it more than she imagined.

@ dance macabre

April took the beer and leaned against the kitchen counter as she popped it open. "It's been okay, just work a lot." She shrugged and took her first swig of the drink. When April wanted to drink she usually just went straight for bourbon, or something like that. She never much liked the taste of beer, but she still drank it on occasion. "And you're week?" It was kind of weird just having small talk with Matt, it didn't seem right, but here they were anyway.

---

Brian was a complete animal, grunting and growling with every thrust, digging his fingers into hers hips and making sure his thrusts were deep and hard. It might've had something to do with the fact that he thought he would've never gotten to do this with a girl like Hannah, but nonetheless, he was going to enjoy it just in case by the morning she regretted this. He wasn't sure if he'd ever get the opportunity again, so he was going to take it while he had it. He felt himself getting close, and realizing then that he hadn't grabbed a condom, he quickened his thrusts, and when he was ready to climax, he pulled out and came all over her ass.

@ Gunslinger;