I Need U

@ park.jinwoo

Jia nodded and put a fake smile on her face, "Yeah I'm fine, just my anxiety is starting to act up." She said and went into her closet to grab the MDMA pills that were in a prescription bottle to look like it was her prescribed anxiety pills.

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Jimin heard Jin calling him, but he ignored him and laid in bed.

Jungkook and Tae stopped playing their games to find Jin. Soon they found him. "You called us?" Jungkook said.

@ Bam.Bam

Solar watched her. “Jimin accidentally kissed me and I ran away from him.” She blurted out suddenly.

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“Where’s Jimin?” Jin asked. “Laying down. I think something happened between him and Solar.” Taehyung said.

“I see, listen, Namjoon needs some extra help at the gas station and you three have been talking about wanting to help out so we can buy a house for ourselves.”

@ park.jinwoo

Jia stopped what she was doing and moved to sit down next to her. "Why did you run away? What happened? Was it bad? Is Jimin okay?" She asked the younger girl, trying to get a feel of how she thought about the kiss. She knew that Jimin had feelings for the girl, so she has an idea that Jimin is probably scared or upset. She would go talk to him later.

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Taehyung and Jungkook nodded excitedly. "Yes, we'll do it!" They both said at the same time. It was true that they wanted to help out so they could buy a real house for everyone to share. Everyone hated going back to their real homes which is why the stay here in this old warehouse that they turned into a cozy spot for them. "We'll go tell Jimin. Maybe that will cheer him up." Jungkook said as he ran back to the room.

@ Bam.Bam

“The thunder scared me and I jumped and knocked us both down and he landed on me and he went to get up but he hit his head on the coffee table and fell back down and our lips touched.” Solar explained. “I don’t know why I ran away...it scared me...I guess...he thinks I hate him now and I don’t..”

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Jin nodded, “Sounds good.” He said, watching them run off and then looking up as Yoongi came out of the room. “You’re back.” Yoongi said to Jin.

@ park.jinwoo

Jia nodded as she listened to Solar explain. "I think you should talk to him and explain. You know how Jimin is, he overreacts when he messes up even if it wasn't his fault. You two will feel better about the situation after talking it out." She smiled at the younger girl.

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Jin turned to face his friend. "I did. You missed me?" He teased his long time friend, playfully pinching Yoongi's cheek. "But in all seriousness, you doing okay bro?"

@ Bam.Bam

“I will, unnie. Thank you.” Solar said before hugging the older girl. “Can we go shopping tomorrow? Just the two of us?” She asked her. It’s been a long time since the two of them did something together.

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“Yeah, I guess I’m okay.” Yoongi said, slapping his hand away as he sat down. “I kind of need a beer.” He admitted as his hand shook slightly.

@ park.jinwoo

Jia smiled, nodding instantly. "Of course we can. I need a girl's day out anyway. Too many testosterone in this place." She joked at the last part.

Jin sighed but nodded, "Just don't give in man. You'll get through the withdraws soon. Remember, this is for the best." He said and then went into the fridge to give him a bottle. "This should help. It's beer, but without the alcohol."

@ Bam.Bam

“Right.” Solar giggled softly. “Do you think I should go talk to Jimin now or wait?”

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“This is a real thing?” Yoongi grunted as he opened the bottle and sniffed it. “If you say so, hyung.” He said before taking a drink.

@ park.jinwoo

"I say you should go check on him first and tell him that you don't hate him. And if he is calm after that, then you guys should talk it out. But if he doesnt calm down, then wait until tomorrow just so that things wont blow out of proportion." Jia advised. "I'm sure things will go back to normal after you guys talk it out." She smiled at the younger girl before getting up from the bed.

Jin nodded, "I didnt think it was real until I saw it at the store when Jia and I dropped off Namjoon his lunch." Jin said as he began making dinner. "I figured it would have the same taste, but no alcohol in it. So I thought it could help when you're craving. I'm just looking out for you, man."

Jia left the room to go find Jin. She quickly found him in the kitchen talking to Yoongi. She simply nodded at Yoongi before hugging Jin from behind. "I'm sorry for being rude to you earlier. You have done so much for me already as it is. I wanted to deal with my little depression and anxiety episodes by myself." She told him and then placed a kiss on the back of his neck before resting her face on his back. "I love you Jin and I'm sorry for being a bitch to you."

@ Bam.Bam

Solar nodded before getting up and going to the boys’ room. She knocked on the door before opening it, “Taehyung, is Jimin Awake?” She asked, seeing Jungkook and Jimin laying on the bed while Taehyung sat on the floor playing video games.

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Yoongi nodded, before taking the bottle. “Thanks..” He said, before leaving the kitchen and going back to his studio. He didn’t know why but he felt a pang of jealousy watching Jia hug onto Jin.

@ park.jinwoo

Jia moved from behind Jin to in front of him. She saw Yoongi leave, but she didnt really pay attention to him. "Let me cook dinner and you relax. You're always doing something for one us. Let me take care of you for once." Jia said, taking his hand and lead him to the table and pushed him down to the chair. "Besides, everyone loves my kimchi stew better." She teased her friend as she began preparing dinner.

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Hoseok saw Yoongi go to his studio and followed behind his older friend. "You got it bad for her man." He told Yoongi when they were in the studio. "Dont deny it bro I saw the look on your face, plus I've been knowing for a while." He continued before sitting down next to him.

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Jimin looked over at the direction of the door when he heard Solar's voice. "Yeah I'm awake" he said softly, focusing on back on the video game. Out of the corner of his eyes he saw the girl walked into the room. He knew she was probably going to talk to him about the kiss and although it was an accident, he was afraid that she was going to reject him before he could even tell her his feelings for her.

@ Bam.Bam

Jin chuckled. “Who lied to you?” He teased as he grabbed one of the non alcoholic beers and sat down as he watched Jia. The way she moved was so graceful and he could honestly say over the last six months now he had been looking at her differently.

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“Why does it matter? She doesn’t like me. You see the way she hangs on Jin?” Yoongi said as he sipped the non alcoholic beer, making a face.

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Solar looked at Jimin, “I’m sorry I ran off.” She said as she noticed Taehyung putting the controller down and trying to listen in on their conversation.

@ park.jinwoo

Jia rolled her eyes but laughed. "No one. The kids came up to me one day and told me that they liked my stew better than yours." She teased, sticking her tongue out at him before blowing a kiss in his direction.

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Hoseok shook his head, a smirk pulling at his lips. "So you really do like her.
I was pulling your leg." He teased, but then got serious "They're just friends man. They're close, but just friends." He told the older boy.

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Jimin was about to speak but he noticed that Taehyung and Kook were watching them. "Guys, leave." He said and pointed out the door. The other two sighed but left the room. Jimin sighed and rubbed the back of his neck. "Although the kiss wasn't planned, it could have gone smoother, but I don't regret what happened." He admitted

@ Bam.Bam

Jin chuckled as Jungkook and Taehyung came into the kitchen. “Is hyung cooking or noona?” Taehyung asked. “Noona, I hope.” Jungkook said, seeing the look on Jin’s face, which made him burst out laughing.

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“Don’t you dare say anything to anyone or you’re a dead man.” Yoongi threatened Hoseok. He sighed as he ran a hand through his hair, “she still wouldn’t accept me, I’ve been asshole to her..”

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Solar sat there for a moment, “I’m...I don’t know how to answer that...it’s not that I don’t regret it...but...I just I don’t know..”

@ park.jinwoo

Jia burst out laughing before looking at Jin. "See, I told you." She teased, putting down the spoon she was stirring the kimchi with. She walked over and sat on Jin's lap and draped her arms around his neck. "Not everyone can be great like me." She teased once more but then pressed her lips towards his cheek. "I'm just kidding. You're still my amazing Super Jin." Jia kissed his cheek once more, but her lips ended up grazing the corner of his lips. Jia got up with a smile and went back cooking dinner.

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"Sheesh. I wont tell man." Hoseok said as he put his hands up slightly in defense. "Well then stop being an asshole to her, then maybe she'll come around. Besides, why do you really treat her that way?" He asked.

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Jimin sighed, deciding that he should just admit his feelings for her, hoping that she gets the point. "Look, Solar. I like you okay. Meaning that I have feelings for you. I want to be your boyfriend." He told her, and then went back to focus on the video game, not wanting to look at her when she rejects him.

@ Bam.Bam

“Ewww get a room.” Taehyung groaned as he looked away from Jin and Jia. Jungkook didn’t say anything but he was a blushing mess as he watched his hyung and noona act like a couple.

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“I can’t really answer that because I don’t really know.” Yoongi said as he finished the non alcoholic drink off and tossed the empty bottle into his trash bin.

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Solar was in shock. “You like me?” She asked, seeing Jimin nod. “I’m sorry Jimin, but you deserve someone who isn’t fucked up like me...you deserve someone better than me..” she said and got up.

She left the room before he could stop her and headed for the front door, almost running into Namjoon who was walking in. “Solar? What’s wrong?” Namjoon asked, but the younger girl didn’t answer, just ran out of the warehouse towards her own house.

@ park.jinwoo

Jia rolled her eyes but laughed "Oh hush Taehyung. I cant wait until the day you get a girlfriend. I'm going do the same to you when you two kiss." She teased the younger boy, ruffling his hair. Jia aughed when Taehyung said he wasnt going to a get a girlfriend, knowing that she would be obnoxious around him as payback. Jia let the soup simmer, but grabbed two spoons from the drawer. She dipped one of them into the soup and gave it to Jungkook to taste. She did the same thing with the second spoon, but then sat in Jin's lap once again. "Here, taste how amazing my kimchi stew is." She said and brought the spoon to his lips.

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Hoseok nodded, "Well then how long have you liked her and what caused you to have feelings for her?" He asked. He wanted to help his friend get with Jia, but he needed the details.

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Jimin sighed and threw the controller across the room out of anger. She didn't even give him the chance to tell her that he didnt want someone better and that she was perfect for him. Just as he was about to storm out the room, he saw Namjoon blocking the door. "What's wrong with Solar? I saw her running out of here before she left the warehouse."

Jimin sighed, "I told her that I like her and then she told me that I deserve someone better. She didnt even give me the chance to tell her why I like her or that I didnt want anyone else but her." He told his older friend before pushing past him and stormed outside for some air.

@ Bam.Bam

Jin chuckled and tasted the stew, smiling with a nod. However he became concerned when he heard the front door of the warehouse slam shut.

“What’s going on?” He called.

“Solar ran out as I came in. Apparently Jimin confessed that he liked her and she ran off. That was Jimin going out for some air.” Namjoon said.

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“A while now.” Yoongi said. He heard the front door slam and looked at Hoseok, before getting up and going towards the kitchen. “Who left?”

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Solar didn’t stop running until she made it back home. She sat down on her front porch, trying to catch her breath. She was afraid Jimin was going to do something like this and she knew from the beginning she would run away.

She figured it was for the better though. Jimin didn’t need someone who was fucked up in his life, he needed someone who was going to love him and care for him. Solar knew she couldn’t be that person. She couldn’t even love herself.

@ park.jinwoo

Jia nodded and sighed. "He had told me a few months ago that he had feelings for her. And then Solar had told me about an hour ago how they accidentally kissed. She freaked out on him then, and I told her that they should talk it out, knowing that Jimin was feeling bad." She told them. "Let's just give him some space and I'll go talk to him after dinner." She suggested.

Soon Hoseok and Yoongi walked into the kitchen trying to figure out who left. "It was Jimin. Just give him space." Jia repeated. "Dinner is almost ready."

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Jimin was laying on the mattress that was sitting in the middle of the drained out pool, looking up at the sky. He tried to keep the tears from pricking his eyes, but failed as he wiped his eyes. He didn't understand why Solar couldn't love him like he loves her. He knew that she has a fucked up home life, but so does he. Jimin knew he wasn't perfect but he knew he would always be good to Solar.

@ Bam.Bam

Yoongi looked at everyone before slipping out of the kitchen and going outside. He heard soft sniffling from the pool and walked over, jumping down. He noticed Jimin laying on the mattress and walked over, sitting beside him. “ChimChim, are you okay?” He asked.