carry on my wayward son [closed]

"I'm sorry," Sam said with a chuckle, "We just got back... how've things been here?"

Sam had missed the salvage yard, he'd missed Jessie as well and being back felt like coming home... something he hadn't felt for a really long time.

***

Sat alone in her room, Cady sighed and closed her eyes. She had been having nightmares again, but these nightmares were different... more vivid and less about her.

"Sure you are." Jessie smiled. "I may just cut you off for a while." She grinned pecking his lips. "So far things have been good." She shrugged. "Minius the fact that I feel like someone is watching my every move." She admitted to him.

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Knocking on the door, Dean peeped his head in. "Hey." Dean smiled at her. "I'm home, baby." He teased grinning.

"Cut me off... I don't think you're going to do that," Sam stated, moving forward and pulling Jessie into his arms, "Have you spoken to Cady about how you feel?"

***

"Welcome home," Cady replied, returning the grin and jumping off the bed to hug him, "I missed you."

"I missed you too." Dean took and smiled at her kissing her lips hugging her.

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"Hey, I can certainty try." She smiled. Shaking her head she looked at Sam, "No I haven't. She has seemed off lately, so I haven't bothered her with it." Jessie told him.

"Off how?" Sam inquired with a frown, knowing that Jessie was worried and wanting to help.

***

Cady melted into Dean's embrace, feeling her stress wash away and lifting a weight that had been pressing on her shoulders. She soon pulled away and sat back on the bed, noticing her journal was open on the bedside cabinet.

She wasn't one to hide things, but some of the drawings were less than pretty and she really didn't want anyone seeing them.

Sighing a little, "I can't explain it, Sam. It's just a feeling." She admitted to him looking at him as she ran a hand through her hair. "It could just be me." She told him.

**

"What's wrong?" Dean questioned.

"I'm sure she's fine, and if she isn't then I'm sure she'll come to you when she's ready," Sam stated softly.

***

"Just feeling a little on edge today is all," Cady lied, although it was part of the truth, "Just want everything to be back to normal... the usual cases and hitting the road, you know?"

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"I hope you're right." Jess told him softly.

***

"I get it." Dean told her. "But something more is off." Dean told her honestly.

"With me?" Cady inquired, attempting to play it off and shrugging, "Everything is off at the moment, I feel fine in myself... just on edge."

***

"I'm always right," Sam stated with a smile, "We'll deal with whatever is coming and then life will go back to normal, just like it always does."

"Anything I can do to help you?" Dean questioned her staring at her wondering if he could do anything to help her.

***

"Now you're just being a wise crack, idgit as my dad says." Jessie giggled holding to him as she smiled. "But you're right." She grinned seeing his triumph grin.

"Just being you is enough," Cady replied with a smile, stepping forward and kissing his cheek, "If you really want to cheer me up though, waffles and bacon are a sure way to put a smile on my face."

***

"I know," Sam teased, kissing her cheek, "I'm pretty sure we already established that fact."

Dean grinned, "Then how about we go to a small diner near here? I suck at cooking, remember." Dean laughed. "Plus, I want pie." He chuckled out smiling at her.

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Jessie laughed kissing his lips. "Of course we did, Mr. Winchester." Jessie told her boyfriend holding to him smiling. Feeling the pain in her head, she took and winced a little seeing a vision flashing before her eyes.

"How did they get Sammy?" Dean shouted out.

"I don't know." Jessie whispered looking at him. "But it wasn't just him, it was others. I was supposed--" She looked at them. "But Sam pushed me out of the way." Jessie told them.

"So you are supposed to be captured?" Cady questioned.

Nodding her head she sighed softly, "Yeah, this demon he wants us, but I don't know why." Jessie whispered as everything went dark...

Feeling Sam shaking her lightly she stared at him, "Yeah." Jessie looked at him frowning.

Cady smiled, following Dean out to the Impala and climbing into the passenger seat. There was a lot going on, but Cady couldn't tell Dean and it was a heavy burden to carry. Her nightmares had been intense, but it was the over powering feeling of not wanting to be alive anymore that really took centre stage and it was something that she'd experienced once before.

***

"Are you okay?" Sam inquired with a frown, watching Jessie closely and waiting for her to answer.

Arriving at the diner, Dean go tout and smiled as he took and walked with Cady into the diner. Getting a seat, he took and looked at her. "You ok?" Dean asked.

***

Slowly nodding her head, Jessie couldn't tell him. "I am fine." Jessie told him softly.

"I'm fine," Cady said with a small smile, shifting in her seat and changing the subject "What are you getting?"

***

"Are you sure?" Sam added with a frown, "You were pretty far away just then."

"My usual." Dean laughed. "Bacon cheeseburger, with the works, fries, pecan pie, and a coke." Dean laughed. "What do you want?" He asked.

***

Jessie took and looked at him, "I am positive. Just a little headache." She told him rubbing her head sighing.

"I think I'm gonna go with a Bacon cheeseburger with fries and an oreo shake," Cady said, not really needing to look at the menu, "Might get some cheesecake or choc-fudge cake after."

***

"Do you need anything?" Sam inquired.

Dean chuckled, "Sounds like a plan." Dean told her.

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Jessie shook her head, "I am fine. I am going to step outside to get some air." Jessie told him.

With a smile, Cady placed her order and watched as the waitress smiled flirtatiously at Dean. There was a lot coming, darkness and for the first time in ages, she didn't know if she'd make it through. Maybe Dean would be better off with the blonde haired civilian and yet, she couldn't imagine her life without him by her side.

***

Sam nodded, watching as Jessie walked off and sighing. All he wanted to do was help her, take away a little of the burden she carried and he couldn't. They still didn't really know what was coming, Crowley, Azazel, Lucifer... they were all unpredictable and that wasn't even including the supernatural beings they dealt with.

Ignoring the woman beside of him, Dean placed his order and stared at Cady. He took her hand and smiled at her. He couldn't imagine life without her. He never hope he had to.

***

Running a hand through her hair, she sat down on the steps. Sighing heavily, she took and looked out at the view. She was unsure of everything. She was hoping the vision she had was wrong. Rubbing her temples she lent forward biting on her lip.