I Am You

@ mitty xx felix

The pleasure I was receiving from Felix's mouth was non stop. I was starting to become undone by him and with the way he was taking car of me, paying close attention to details. "Don't stop Felix" I moan as my fingers gripped his hair.

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Christopher sighed. He didnt feel like it was his place to tell her that Han is in love with her, but given with the situation..."He has feelings for you, Jocelyn. I don't know how you two couldn't see that you were in love with each other when you both made it obvious." He sighs. "Let me go talk to him, you go back and finish cooking whatever that you were making. I'll make sure I'll bring Han back up with me."

@ Im.JB

I groaned against her core as she tugged on my hair. I sucked and flicked over her as she moaned. I knew she was getting close and I grinned against her. I looked up at her as she arched her back up and I grip her hips back as I tongue her deeper.

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I looked at the pan in disbelief that Han could actually like me. No way could he like her like that but why did he get so upset earlier. I looked at the clock and Bang Chan had been gone for almost an hour. I plated everything up and set the table, hoping that he would show up but the clock was ticking away and I was beginning to wonder if I just messed everything up.

@ mitty xx felix

I knew I was close to my release as I felt the tightness in my belly. "F-Felix" I moaned, but it came out in a higher pitch. I arched my back and pushed his head down , making his tongue go deeper inside me. "Oh fuck, fuck, fuck" I moaned as my orgasm came rushing out making me scream.

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I sighed, but stayed silent as I followed Bang Chan back to Jocelyn's. He didnt say much when he had found me. All he told me was that she had something to tell me and that her and I should talk. I didnt want to go back, but I knew that he wouldnt this go until I we did. So here we are now back at her apartment.

@ Im.JB

I worked my mouth until her orgasm subsided and I pulled back slightly, grinning from ear to ear. I kissed her folds a few times, kissing her thighs gently, then making my way up to her body still with the biggest grin on my face. "Mm is my girl pleased?" I teased her a little with my finger causing her to jolt. I laid down beside her and held her close.

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I stood up from the table and started to pick up the food when I heard the door open and close. "Han..." I say walking out to meet him and I smile a little when I saw him standing there. He stood there with his hands in his pocket. "I made you your favorite food like you ask." I said step away from the table snd waited for him to say anything.

@ mitty xx felix

After my orgasm had subsided, my body became sensitive with every single light kiss he trailed from my core back to my lips, jolting a little as he did so. My voice was still stuck as I was still high from the orgasm, so all I could do was simply nod at his question, with a little whimper. I curled up next to him and buried my face into his bare chest and fell asleep until my alarm would go off.

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As soon as I entered back into Jocelyn's apartment, I stayed in the hall way with my hands in my pocket, staring at the floor. Instead of feeling comfortable, like I normally do when I'm here, I felt out of place and wanted to leave. However, Christopher said she needed to tell me something and that was the only reason I came back. "Chan said you have something to say to me. So say it." I said, ignoring her last statement about breakfast.

I laid there for most of the night. I couldn't sleep. I was being selfish but I didn't want her to go after i asked her to be my girlfriend. I started to see the sky get light out and I knew in a few more hours I would be at the airport saying goodbye to my beautiful girlfriend. I wish I could go with her though. I kissed her head gently not to wake her and closed my eyes but didn't sleep.

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"Han...I...well we have been best friends for a long time but you always seem to know what to say and always making me happy. You are always there for me...I like you. A lot." I blurted the last part out because I wasn't making any sense I knew that. I looked down at the plate I was holding and felt tears form in my eyes. I know I just ruined our friendship but I didn't want him every to think I like Bang Chan. "I'm so sorry for ruining our friendship." I sniffed.

@ mitty xx felix

I woke up the next morning to my alarm going off and I rolled over to turn it off. However, I realized that I felt arms wrapped around my waist. I looked over and smiled when I saw it was Felix and everything that happened last night came back to me. I was Felix's girlfriend after being friends with him for two years now. I was more than happy than I was sad that I will be going back home to the states. I lean over and press my lips to his. "Morning" I say as I watch his eyes open slowly.

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I froze slightly when I heard my best friend admit that she likes me back. I've wanted this moment to happen for a long time, but not this way. I was upset at myself for making her cry or feel like she ruined our friendship. I reached out for her hand and held it in my own. "You didnt ruin our friendship, Jocelyn." I pause and brought her hand to my lips and kissed her knuckles, "because I like you too."

@ Im.JB

"Mm morning, my beautiful girlfriend. How did you sleep?" I say returning her kiss. I ran my fingers up and down her spine as I listened to her talk about her dream. She looked so adorable in the morning. She sat up a little as she held the blanket against her. I hope I didn't make her feel uncomfortable with what happened last night. "Was last night okay?" I sat up a little and looked at her.

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"Y-you do?" I hiccupped a little as I looked up at him. I sniffed a few times knowing I look horrible then ever. I stepped closer to him slowly. I wanted to be cautious because I wasn't sure if I heard him right. Did he really say he liked me back? Han, my best friend likes me back. "Did I hear you right?" I spoke softly looking at our hands intertwined.

@ mitty xx felix

I smiled and held his hand, intertwining our fingers. "I slept well, better even since you were in bed with me." I say then give him another soft smile and leaned in to kiss him. "Yes, last night was perfect." I reassured him. "I'm gonna miss you so much when I go home." I admitted.

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I chuckled softly at her question, but nodded. "You did. I have had feelings for you for a while now. Christopher knew and had been telling me to get the balls to tell you." I say, rubbing my neck shyly.

"I leave you two love birds alone. But you both owe me dinner for getting you two together." Bang Chan teased as he left the room and out of the apartment.

@ Im.JB

I brought her hand up with mine and kissed them softly. "I'm going to miss you too but we still have a few hours, right." I say rubbing my thumb over her knuckles and I sat up and leaned against the headboard. I looked at her and frowned slightly when I saw the sad look on her face.

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I laugh softly knowing damn well how Bang Chan was when he came to their conversations. She could always imagine how those two would talk. "Yeah, he would say the same thing to me." I said once Bang Chan left. I was still surprised that Han, my best friend has liked me for awhile. I felt him rub his thumb over my knuckles. I giggled softly and looked at him. "I like you, Han Jisung." I gave his hand a little squeeze.

@ mitty xx felix

"Just a couple hours." I say, before I move over to straddle his lap. "Do you think you will be able to come visit me when you're not touring with the guys? Or is your agency going to be suspicious?" I ask after placing a short kiss on his lips.

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I smile as I hold Jocelyn's hands in mine, rubbing her knuckles with the pad of my thumb. "I like you too, Jocelyn" I tell her and brought her hand to my lips, kissing her knuckles individually. "I know we haven't gone on a date or anything, but I would love for you to be my girlfriend."

@ Im.JB

I held her hips as she straddle my lap. I look at her and smile softly. "They all know you are a really close friend so I don't see why they would be." I squeezed her hips gently. "We will just have to say our boyfriend/girlfriend goodbyes before we leave this hotel room." I smirk a little, watching her bite her lip.

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I step up closer to him as he kissed my knuckles. He just asked me to be his girlfriend. My mind was screaming yes and I wanted to say yes. I have been in love once before and I was scared to give my heart away. He looks at me with those eyes and his little pout and I couldn't say no. I was totally in love with him already. "Yes, I'd very much like that." I smile widely, watching him grin.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile. "Good." I say, then I bite my lip to keep the moan from escaping my lips as I felt him squeeze my bare hips. "We do. I wish you could come with me to the airport, but I don't want any of your fans to catch us." I say, but then I licked my bottom lip slightly to moisten it some. "But for now, we'll just use the time we have left together." I say and rock my hips against his slightly.

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I smile even bigger and Jocelyn agreed to be my girlfriend. I remove one of my hands from her and wrap it around her waist to bring her closer to me so I could kiss her. "I'm so happy that this is actually happening." I say and kiss her lips once more and lead us to her couch.

@ Im.JB

I let a soft groan out when she rocked her hips against mine. She was driving me wild with how sexy she was. I needed her once more at least. I reach further back and gripped her ass firmly but not too hard to scare her away. "My sexy girlfriend. All mine." I say as I lean up and press my lips against hers.

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I laugh softly as I held onto his arm slightly as we made our way over to my couch. "I'm really happy that I get to call you my boyfriend now." I said then remembered that we had to do things in secret. I was fine with that. "This will be our plus Bang Chan little secret?" I sit down on the couch and smile at him once more.

@ mitty xx felix

A soft moan escape my lips as I felt him squeeze my ass. "Only for you," I say against his lips, rocking my hips against his once more. However I gasp into our kiss as I felt his hard on press against my core. I wasn't wearing any panties due to him eating me out last night before we passed out. "Felix, I need you." I begged in between our kiss.

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"Yeah I don't want to get you in trouble by our manager and I don't want the fans to harass you either." I say to her. I flipped us over so that she was straddling my lap. "But for right now, since it's just us too, let's enjoy the start of our relationship."

I smirk as I heard her beg that she needs me and I would fulfil her needs. "Yeah, then why don't you show me just how much you need me." I gave her ass a little spank before squeezing it again as she rocked her hips causing her core to press against my hard cock.

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I nod quickly then felt him flip us over so I was straddling his lap. My cheeks turned pink as I've never seen this side of Han before. I wasn't complaining in any way. "It should be fun keeping us s secret." I lick my lips softly as felt him lean in softly before giving me a soft but hard kiss on my lips.

@ mitty xx felix

A louder moan slipped past my lips as Felix slapped and squeeze my ass. I lined my naked opening against his cock that was still covered by his boxers, which was now slightly damp. "Please fuck me." I begged with a whimper as I moved one of my hands down to the hem of his boxers, slightly tugging on it, hoping he would understood my gesture.

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I smiled softly and leaned down to kiss her. "I dont want to keep us a secret. If I could I would show you off right now. But I dont want you to get harassed." I say with a smile, placing my hands on her hips right under where her shirt had risen up. So my hands were touching her soft skin.

@ Im.JB

I groan as I hear her whimper softly as she begs me to fuck her. I flip us over so I hover over her. I reach down, tugging my boxers off, and tossed them off the bed. I kissed her hard on the lips as I teased her with my cock. "You sure?" I asked against her ear, nibbling softly

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I nodded softly, placing small kisses all over his face causing him to laugh. I love hearing his laugh. He was mine and I was so happy to call him mine. "Do you want the others to know? I mean the guys?" I said feeling his hands on my hips. I looked down at him as he smiled up at me. I wouldn't mind the guys finding out. That way we could be a little more open but it was up to him. I want him happy.

@ mitty xx felix

I gasped when Felix flipped us over, not expecting him to do so, but I nodded to his question. "Yes, I'm sure. I wanted you and I wanted this for a while." I confirmed, wrapping my legs around his waist, getting slightly impatient and needy for him.

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"I dont mind them knowing now. They will eventually find out anyways because they are nosey as fuck or Christopher will tell them that he set us up together." I say, playfully rolling my eyes. "Plus they are my best friends too and they would keep our relationship a secret too. So maybe tonight when I go for dance practice, I'll tell them."

@ Im.JB

I smirked as she wrapped her legs around my waist. I moved slightly and felt my cock slip into her slowly. I looked down at her, watching her facial expressions as I slide in slowly. I groan softly feeling her wrap around me. I kissed her on the lips as I let her adjust around me. She feels so damn good around me.

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I nodded and climbed off his lap though he tried to keep me still. "Babe, you asked for breakfast. It's probably cold by now." I say walking to the table and saw the plate still sitting there. "It's cold, yeah." I laugh, walking with the plate back in the kitchen. I frowned a bit with how the food looked as I should be a damn professional about it. "It looks horrible."