I Am You

@ mitty xx felix

"You're not being selfish, because I wish I didnt have to go either." I admit, but smile at the simple gesture of him kissing my nose. "I'm going to miss you tons but I'll be back sooner than later." I say and open the door. "I love you, Felix. Please text and call me everyday." I say, about to get out of the car, but tears start to roll down my cheeks as a loud sob broke out.

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I smirk at what she was about to ask me. I knew she wants to please me and of course I want that too, but I was also just happy to have her hear in the moment. "Whatever you are comfortable with, babe. You can just sit here like this and I would be happy." I admit to her.

@ Im.JB

I shook my head and pulled her back into my arms and held her. "I'm so sorry baby." I say against her hair as she buried her face in my chest. I was trying to be strong and not show my weakness but it's killing me that she's about to get out. "Sooner rather then later, baby girl " I whispered.

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I kissed him softly and giggled a bit. "You keep poking me." I teased him as I slide my hands up and down his chest and licking a trail down his neck to his collarbone. He made a noise and I smirked. I nibbled at his collarbone bone and kissing across his chest to his other side of collarbone. I nibbled softly at that.

@ mitty xx felix

"Sooner than later" I whisper against his lips before kissing him one last time. "I'll text you once I'm checked in." I tell him. "I love you.

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"Fuck. Your mouth feels so good on me." I grunted in pleasure. My hands moved to her hips, gripping them tight enough to not hurt her, but to let her know I want more, if she was willing.

@ Im.JB

"I love you too, Carmen." I watched her open the car door, give me one last look before walking away towards the building. I watched her disappear inside and my heart felt heavy.

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I bite the nap of his neck then licked it gently. It would be red but no marks. I couldn't leave any marks on him. I didn't want him getting in trouble. I kissed down his chest, scooting slowly down his chest to his stomach and reaching his waistband and stopping to look at him.

@ mitty xx felix

I blew Felix a kiss right before I went inside the airport. It was busy and it took me 30 minutes to check in my bag, leaving me to wait an hour before my flight boards. I grab my phone from my purse and began texting Felix until then. I already miss you. I sent to him before looking through the photos we took together before he asked me to be his girlfriend, but as I look at our pictures I realized that we always acted like a couple just without the skinship.

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I moan as her kiss and bites around the nape of my neck, my fingers gripping her hips tighter. I notice that she stops her movements and I look at her. "Babes, you have my permission. Do whatever you feel comfortable with to me." I reassure her.

@ Im.JB

I smile down at my phone when I saw her text and look out the window for a second before texting her back. I was missing you when we were still back at the hotel, baby I mean, I know that sounds cheesy but it was true. The minute we got out of bed it felt more real. I miss holding her already.

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"Okay. I'm sorry if I'm really bad at it but..." I shut myself up as pulled his shorts and boxers off slowly. I bite my lip at as I get a look at his manhood. I wrap my hand around him softly and gave him a few pumps and felt him jump slightly. "Watch me, Han." I look up at him and waited for him to make eye contact with me before slowly flicking my tongue over his tip.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile at his response. Sure it might have been cheesy, but I love it when he is cheesy. I was missing you when you were no longer inside of me. I responded, feeling slightly embarrassed for sending him that, but it was true.

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I felt my cick twitch the moment she gave my cock a few pumps. I smirk as she tells me to watch her. I nod but grunt when she flick her tongue on the tip of cock. "Fuck baby girl." I moan, but I kept my eyes on her.

@ Im.JB

I groaned softly as I read her text. This was going to be a lot harder then I thought. baby girl, you keep talking like that then i'll just have to come over there. I smirked and waited for her response.

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I looked at him, watching me as I took his cock slowly in my mouth and began bobbing my head slowly up and down while stroking the base of him. His eyes were barely open and he could barely say anything. I smirk to myself knowing I'm doing somewhat of a good job.

@ mitty xx felix

I blush at Felix's text. I wanted more than anything for him to come back here with me, but I know it's not a good idea. I'll have to keep that in mind. Maybe it will make you catch a flight to visit me. text him back. As soon as it sent, my flight was being called for boarding. So I sent another text to Felix. My flight has been called. I'll call or text you when I get home safely. I miss you and I love you.

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"Fuck your mouth feels so goddamn good." I moan and reach out to fist her hair. "And you say that you dont know what you are doing. I think you lied to me, because what you are doing is driving me crazy in the best possible way." I moan and buck my hips upward.

@ Im.JB

I chuckled to myself as I read her text then frown when she said she'd call or text me when she got home. Hopefully one day home will be here with me. i miss you too and I love you too. I look up and saw we were back at my place. I climbed out of the car and thanked him then headed inside.

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I gave him a wink and shook my head a little before taking him deeper in my mouth. I sucked gently as twirl my tongue around his tip then took him deep in my throat, keeping him there for a moment then pulling off and stroke him slowly. I looked at him as I sucked harder.

@ mitty xx felix

Yang Jeong-in and Lee Min-ho arrived to Felix's apartment about an hour later, seeing that he was now home. When Felix let them inside, they all sat in the livingroom. "So, since you didn't come home last night, I'm assuming that Carmen agreed to being your girlfriend?" Jeong-in asks. Minho gave Felix a smirk when he saw his friend blush. "And since you just got home not too long ago and with the hickey I see on your neck, peaking through, you two definitely fucked." He teases his friend, but he was happy for him regardless.

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"Shit, Jocelyn!" I hiss in pleasure as she deep throats my cock while grabbing my balls. "I don't believe for a second that you haven't practiced before." I tease her, but I reach one of my hands down to her hair and fist it so I could control the speed and deepness as I begin to fuck her mouth.

@ Im.JB

"She did and you all can shut up now." I say laughing a little. I was grinning and this grin wasn't going away anytime soon. "At least I got the balls to ask my crush out." I teased Lee Min-ho. He flipped me off and we all laughed about it. He has crush on one of Jocelyn's friends, Daisy.

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I open my mouth to allow him to fuck my mouth as I rub his balls gently. I sucked on him hard for a bit then softly. We never broke eye contact but I knew he was close and he was going to look away but I didn't mind. He was so sexy as he reacted to my mouth.

@ mitty xx felix

Minho rolled his eyes but smiled. "So you did do the deed. I didnt know you had it in you." He told Felix, teasing him. "Honestly, I'm happy for you man. You two deserve each other. I know we're not supposed to date, but just know that we all have your back and we will make sure JYP or any of the managers know."

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It was only a matter of time before I release my seed in her mouth. I've never received head like this from any of the woman I was with before Jocelyn. She was amazing and I'm so glad that I have her to myself. "Fuck!" I moan as I tugged on her hair and I growled out her name as I came inside her mouth.

@ Im.JB

"Thank you! I really appreciate that. Now I have to get this hickey covered before management sees this." I look in the mirror at the hickey on my neck, slightly covered by my shirt. Lee Min-ho poked it and I slapped his hand away. "You can do make up?" Yang Jeong-in said looking at us.

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I smirk to myself as I felt him come in my mouth. I pulled away when he let go of my hair and smiled up at him. I crawled back next to him and laid next to him. "I'm sorry if it wasn't the best you've had." I rested my head on his chest as he was still trying to catch his breath.

@ mitty xx felix

18 hours later I was back home and I was exhausted, but I was a little sad because I miss Felix and being able to spend all day with him, but I'm still hopeful about relationship although my friends at home didnt think that it was a good idea that we were dating because of the distance and because he was famous and I wasnt. I sent a text to Felix to let him know I was home safely. Hi Felix. I made it back home. I miss you and I love you.

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"Babe, don't say that. You are amazing. And I'm saying this with total and complete honesty." I start, holding her close to me. "You gave me the best head I've ever had." I tell her, pulling her lips up to mine for a kiss.

@ mitty xx felix

18 hours later I was back home and I was exhausted, but I was a little sad because I miss Felix and being able to spend all day with him, but I'm still hopeful about relationship although my friends at home didnt think that it was a good idea that we were dating because of the distance and because he was famous and I wasnt. I sent a text to Felix to let him know I was home safely. Hi Felix. I made it back home. I miss you and I love you.

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"Babe, don't say that. You are amazing. And I'm saying this with total and complete honesty." I start, holding her close to me. "You gave me the best head I've ever had." I tell her, pulling her lips up to mine for a kiss.

@ Im.JB

I had just woke up when I heard my phone go off. I rubbed my eyes and sat up. I read what she wrote and grinned widely. so glad to hear you got home safe. I miss you too and I love you more. I laid back and stared up at the ceiling. I was missing her and her soft skin against my skin. I miss her hair laying out over my arm.

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I blushed softly as I kissed him gently then smiled at him. "Has it been a lot of girls then?" I frowned a little bit as I thought about other girls with their mouth doing to him what I just did. I sat up, pulling the bed sheet up and wrapped it around my body a but.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile as I read the text that Felix sent me. I really want to be with him, but I know that we will. I smile when I saw the plush giraffe toy he got me the last time we hung out. I lay in my bed and cuddle with the plush while taking a selfie before sending it to Felix with a text. I miss your cuddles, but I have this until I'm in your in your arms.

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"No not a lot of girls. Just three, but they didnt mean anything to me like you do. They were using me for my status." I tell her. "This, what I have with you is real."

@ Im.JB

I sent her a picture of one of my favorite pictures of her next to my bed. i miss holding you. i get up to go use the restroom and I looked around to see if anybody was in there. I didn't want to explain the hickey on my neck.

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"Do you really mean it, Han?" I say straddling his waist and wrapping my arms around his neck. "I don't want to get hurt and I don't want to hurt you." I kissed him softly and we made out for a little bit before he pulled back and looked me in the eyes.

@ mitty xx felix

I smile at the photo myself that he loves. I back out of the text message and look at my phone background which was my favorite photo of Felix. I hug my phone to my chest pretending I was hugging him.

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"I meant every word I said to you. And I would never hurt you baby. I wouldnt be able to live with myself if I did." I say and grab her hands, holding them in my as I brought them to my lips, kissing her knuckles. "Baby, you could never hurt me. I love you."