What Stories Destroyed You To Be Written?

I could have sworn I posted in this thread already, but can't find my post.

The book where all my Narzisse collection stories come from pretty much destroyed me to write, and then I ended up going back and splitting it in half anyway to make a book dedicated to just Narzisse and my autobiographical struggle with dealing with being raped and abused.

Kings Shall be Kings: It's going badly though because I had writer's block for months between June and December and was too busy freaking out about what my boyfriend would think of it to actually think about the plotline. Now I have a deadline for it and it's really stressful trying to get these last ten chapters finished. I am actually looking forward to the rewrite. That seems easy in comparison because I have stuff to work with when I go back, whereas these last ten chapters I have absolutely nothing since I haven't written anything out yet.

Well, not so much for me, but I once wrote a pretty good story about a girl with bulimia and anorexia. I never posted it on here. I did my research and stuff to make sure I had 90% of the things accurate. It was emotional in some chapters, but I pulled through without crying or anything. Haha

I wanted to start a story based on a personal experience of mine, too, but I don't think anyone would really care and therefore I'll keep it to myself. It's quite depressing actually. I don't know.

It was somewhat difficult writing Hush, Hush.

If I remember correctly, I think I wrote about half of it, then became very emotional and had to stop. I didn't come back to it until several days later because it was just too depressing and I felt so strongly for the female character, Anita, and really empathised with how she was feeling, having been through a similar situation myself.

Bus was really hard for me to finally finish. Every time I wrote another chapter, I had to recuperate. I was so lost when I first started that story, and it's painful for me to go back and re-read all of my fumbling attempts at creating something coherent. It was difficult to end because I was stuck in between several endings, caught between giving Doug a happy ending or making him even more miserable, and eventually I just decided to throw him a bone and not close the story with him wallowing around in even more self-pity. He's so similar to me that it scares me to think that I might end up like him someday, and I think that's why it was overall hard for me to write his story. I tend to get hung up on little things like he does, and putting him through so much crap was my way of taking out anger on myself. Or something.

I had the idea for Last Girl Standing for weeks before I finally created it. I just couldn't take it anymore

The original plot line for I'm Not Crazy and the last chapter of a very old story of mine. It's not on Mibba anymore.
A story I am currently writing, Shame, is also proving extremely difficult and exhausting.

I had a crazy crush on Dylan O'Brien for the longest time, but was too scared to write a story for him for some reason. I finally couldn't take it anymore when I got the idea for Fall of Rome and knew it fit him perfectly. His sweet face was just calling my name