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He always said he loved me unconditionally and now, I can't help but feel like that was a lie. Because if he did, we would still be together. But, I'd do anything to have him back n hav us both be happy

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I sent you a message bout how it went cuz its too long for a comment lol. Ah, do you guys go to the same school? Well, if you feel that's too casual just say hey, whats up or hey, it's been awhile since we've talked, how r u, n stuff like that. Whatever you think seems right to say, it may seem too casual (belive me it feels weird when you say that stuff after being so close) but that's how you have to start otherwise they will be afraid to talk to you for fear of you might bring up a touchy topic. If he asked you if you still love him, I think he still has feelings for you.
Yeah, I sure hope so. I had a lot of people tell me that they always thought we'd be that lucky couple that meets young n gets married. We thought we would be too :/ I had one friend tell me that she wished she n her boyfriend could be like me n John :/

Ah, well if you can't imagine having a future with this new guy, like you said, don't bother. I remember my ex and I always said we could see a future together and discussed it many times and if he honestly felt that way, then deep down, he still does right? (At least I hope so) I asked him after we broke up, if he really meant all of that n he said he did. But if he did then why are we still broken up? (I truly do think he meant all that he said about us) The voice saying give it time, I hear it to. I feel conflicted, it's killing me inside without him but I know that now isn't the right time to ask him about getting back together. But when will it be is what I keep asking myself and everybody :/ I don't want to lose him, the way I felt with him, I never want to be without that. He was the only one who could ever make me feel like things could be better. And that is something I [i]need[/i], to be happy, to love someone who I know loves me back, to feel like no matter how bad things are, as long as I have that one person everything will be alright. He was that person, and now I don't have him. I agree with you, despite how he hurt me, I still love him and I know that I'd give him another chance. What we had, I just can't throw all of that away because of what happened in the past. The future we could have is way more important than the mistakes of the past. (I actually plan on saying that to him when I do decide it's time to lay it all out and ask for him back)
I suggest that in your situation, idk how you and your ex are right now, but I suggest that you slowly start to try n rebuild a connection. Start out slow and small, it will be very frustrating I kid you not, at times he will give you short answers, hardly keep the conversation going, and even start ignoring you and disappear without saying bye. (all of that happened to me with my ex) but eventually, we started talking better, I haven't brought up our relationship to him yet because I feel that it's not a comfortable topic yet. I'm testing the waters and trying to see where we are and try to read him a little bit. My hope is that by what would've been our 2 year anniversary (may 25th) or shortly after it, I can talk to him bout getting back together. I'm terrified though, but I know I have to do it before it's too late.
As for my ex and I, did I tell you we saw each other for the first time in exactly 3 months on the friday that just passed? If not, I want to tell you about it and see what you think

Well, when you [i]want[/i] something it's an overwhelming desire to have it. When you want it, you'll do anything you can to get it, but wanting them back is part of needing them back. If you really want them back so much as you'd be willing to make compromises or listen to them say what you've done wrong or simply what wasn't right (which is hard to hear) then that's an element of your mind telling you that you [i]need[/i] them. When we're unhappy, we often know what it is that is causing us pain, even when we tell others that we're just randomly sad, there's almost always a reason. If it's causing you pain, then you need them back. If you ever have those feelings where you become nauseous, you feel hollow,and your heart literally hurts, that's your heart's way of telling you that you need them. If you can't get them off of your mind and everything reminds you of them, you're not over them and your heart still longs for them. It's not something you can control.
You're right, giving this new guy a shot is the smarter idea, but it may or may not lead to something. As far as distinguishing between who you do love and who you could love, that's a hard thing to do. If you still love him, giving this new guy a chance is going to feel abnormal to you, like he's taking your ex's place. But, if your ex isn't showing signs of wanting you back right now, then I say try and give this new guy a chance. You never know where it could go, you could end up loving him. Nobody loves someone right off the bat, they need to get to know them. And if you feel that it's not working with him, then you can always end it. Seeing you with another guy, your ex might start to rethink what he let go of and talk to you about how he feels

Ah I see :/ Well, if he cheated on you I'd seriously consider whether or not you want to get back with him because cheating in a relationship is one of the worst things. I'd suggest, since you're not sure if he or not, try n find out if he did. If he didn't then just work on the trust. If he did, well, honestly I'd advise you not to get back with him, he needs to mature a bit first. But, if you really love him n want to, that's your choice but it'd suck to get hurt again if he didn't learn from it :/

Yeah, for about the first month or so it seemed like WW3 between my ex and I. Slowly, things got better but they're still not great. But, things aren't terrible either. I know wat u mean though, but if the love is true then it is still there, just hidden. But, if it's true then nothing can keep it hidden forever. It's like when you hold a ball under the water. When you're pushing down all the ball it goes underwater and stays there because of the pressure put on it. But when you remove your hands from it, the ball bounces back up to the surface and floats. That's an odd analogy, but I guess it's kinda similar, because something is keeping their feelings hidden or underwater per say. For my ex, I think it was fear. And he's stubborn so idk what's going to happen.
If you feel comfortable telling me, why did you guys break up? And thanks for the luck, hopefully things all work out. But, they have to at some point

Same :/ But I think if the love was truly there, its still there, its just hidden. That's the hard part I guess, if it turns out to be true. I really think we had that and if we didn't, I have no idea what true love is. I just hope that what I thought I found in him, is true. I hope that things work out for you in whatever love journey you are on

Awwww ;/ Well realizing he isn't worth it is part of getting over him. The rest of it is gonna take awhile though. Thanks, I still think he's worth it and have feelings for him, it's just really hard to deal with and I hate that we're nothing like we used to be

I understand completely :/
I was actually supposed to meet up with my ex today, for the first time in months, but I haven't heard back from him yet n its already 5:17 pm here :/ I don't think he's purposely ignoring me, he was supposed to go with his dad to work on their shore house but he said he got out of it. However, I think his dad made him go now cuz hes not answering :/
If it does make us stronger, hopefully after going through all the pain, the love comes back