HEY GUYS.Have you ever just woken up one day and realized that, even though it didn't happen overnight, everything, fucking everything, has changed?That's happened to me recently.I don't know. What can I say? I'm 23 now and even though I only have been for three weeks, I feel like a different human. Has this ever happened to you? Wake up a different person? ...No? ...Just me?K.But really though....

Hey, uh, it's me again. Just figured I'd check in.Here's the latest:Graduate from college: CHECKMove back home from Nashville: CHECKGet a real job:Panic about moving forward in your relationship: CHECKGet a real job:Panic about moving somewhere you can get a good job and afford to live: CHECKPanic about getting a job: CHECKGET A REAL FREAKING JOB:Yep, so that's where I'm at. I'm also looking for...

Hey. I have about an hour before my sound check which has left time for a meltdown and a blog post.Meltdown: Check.I'll just give you the super brief overview of everything. I'm 22 and it seems like absolutely everything in my life is the most confusing thing ever. Career, location, relationship, family, you name it. I'm trying to figure it all out.I'm starting to wonder if I ever will though.If...

Guys.I'm bored at work so pitch me some of your stuff. I wanna read it.I tend to like love stories, rom coms, no fan fiction really though. Nothing sci-fi. Just my general preferences.Also.I'm starting to write a little of my own stuff again as well. It's called Confessions From The Past. I actually just posted the first chapter (so to speak) today. Check that out? There's not much to it yet, but...

Hey.Can I ask you a series of questions that might not even make sense to you? Like, just a general poll?My decision making has come down to asking total strangers on the internet. But I'm cool with it if you are.Okay. Here's the short story. I'm 22 years old and have a lot of decisions to make regarding, well, you know. Life. If you didn't already get that by now. Players, here are the...

I feel like I spend all my time trying to figure out what the hell it is I'm doing. Or want to do.Looking back, I don't know what I was thinking when I came here. The goal was just MUSIC. I worked so hard to get here. I guess I thought I had a plan but the more I reflect back on it nowadays I realize that I really didn't. I didn't know what I was doing then and I definitely don't now.The logical...

So, there's been this nagging question on my mind lately. It's "What are you doing?"What am I doing? What AM I doing? Well, right now I'm sitting at work eating a bag of Gardettos and typing away to you fine people. But that's not what I mean.What am I doing? You know. Like, with life. What are you doing? Suppose you're a published author that still comes on here from time to time because this is...

People of The Internet,I decided to start writing to you again. Well, it's probably going to be more whining for the time being. I don't want to get into too many details; just want someone to tell me I'm not alone, I suppose. That they're going through the same thing.Currently, I am 21 years old. I'm attending music school and will be a senior this fall. I'm dating the drummer of the most...

*If you're wanting to read the important part of this post, skip to the last paragraph. If you've got a second, and nothing better to do though, the preceding paragraphs are filled with my not-even-a-teenager-anymore-what's-my-excuse angst.*Well. Here I am. Back again. These are the first words I've written down in so long. Lost inspiration, I guess. Different aspirations, I suppose. But here I am...

How do I feel? Alone. But not in that earth shatteringly, never-gonna-make-it-without-you kind of way. Just sad. Upset. But understanding.What am I doing right now? I'm taking down pictures in my room, the ones from high school mostly. Lately I guess I just feel like everyone is growing and changing and branching out in different directions. I'm not as close with people I used to be inseparable...

Right now, minutes ago, actually, I just got the news. And not in the right way, I might add. I had to overhear it from people I barely know.Right now, I am angry. I am tired. I am scared of what the funeral will bring. I'm scared of feeling too much but more scared of feeling too little. Because we didn't really know each other, you and I. But I played several times in the church you attend and...

Ya know what I'm doing tomorrow? I'm sleeping. And gaining no less than ten pounds. And playing my piano. And playing my guitar. And not bitching about not having a Valentine anymore.Oo. That stung, didn't it? I bet you've been bitching too, huh? It's logical I guess. I look at couples in the hallway at school and basically just want to throat punch them.Shockingly, I'm not very good at...

Seriously.As I have previously mentioned in a journal, I've been talking to this guy for around four months. And in that amount of time, we've barely seen each other. Which is ridiculous considering we live in the same town and go to the same community college....AND have class together. I mean, there's been a couple times, don't get me wrong. But if you look at the bigger picture (FOUR...

SIDENOTE: So, I'm staring to throughly enjoy blogging. I like looking at other people's blogs a lot but every time I try and comment it won't let me.Does anybody know why this is? Because it's infuriating. How do I fix it? It never sends when I hit submit.Anyway.So, my father has been dating this woman. And she's been pretty okay from what I can tell. And he's been really happy. But yesterday, as...

Yes. This is. So brace yourself.So, I've been talking to this guy for around four months. And we live fifteen minutes apart. But we've barely hung out within these last four months. And have only gotten as far as holding hands.Do you see how problems might arise?I really like him and he's the first guy I've wanted to actually be with since a bad break up I had around two years ago.God, this story...

WARNING: First several sentences are irrelevant...just so you know.Well, hello again, Mibba. I've missed you. Really the only thing I ever do on this site anymore is respond to my messages.I guess I'm not really sure why I'm writing to y'all now then...*insert long and awkward pause here*Aaaaanyway...I'm thinking I'm going to start blogging more again. And possibly some more poems but I'm not...

So, today is your wedding day. But, hell, I obviously don't need to tell you this. You're probably putting your tux on right now or having your friends coach you through all your nerves or something.Today is your day.And what am I doing right now? I'm sitting here in my pajamas, waiting for my chocolate chip cookies to get done, telling random strangers that today is the day. December 17, 2011. A...

Yola, mibbians.So, I'm pretty much just writing this for one purpose and one purpose only: I would like new layout. I switch a lot and am in need of a new one.Any takers? I might be a little picky.Message me, comment on here or my profile, doesn't matter, if you're interested.Welp. That's all folks.(:42 more words.blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah...

Okay, so I'm freaking out just a little bit right now.(A LOT)Why, you may ask?Because in exactly seven months, I will be graduating from high school. My life will officially start as a contributor to this world (hopefully). And you know what I'm planning on doing?I have no freaking idea.I play the guitar and I am absolutely in love with it and music is becoming a serious passion of mine....and a...

So I'm not really sure how to start off this journal, just feeling a little...I don't know, emotional, for lack of a better word.Last night was my homecoming dance. I went with a good friend of mine who had feelings for me but I recently told him that I didn't feel the same way. But, just before the dance yesterday, I found out that he kissed one of my friends. Now, I guess I don't really have a...