well I have come to realize that life is like a puzzle you have to fill in the pieces as you go along and you have to play by the worlds rules.I havent a clue where I'm going or what im going to do in the upcoming future, but i hope to live life happy proud living it like i should just having fun and feeling it rewarding now that I've turned 18 sat around for a whole year no job no skool no...

So here it is people I'm at my boyfriends and we've been fighting since like 7:30pm tonight and its now 11:20pm and i really don't know we like love each other like a lot, but we cant seem to find our happy medium lately things are very up in the air for us now days i think he's got a lot of problems and its just hard for me to help or be around them,but then he uses his anger and frustrations...

I'm so curious to know why life is so complicated in all kinds of ways....Why must you feel messed up all the time? Like your always out of place or not where your suppose to be or even want to be......First comes education and degrees without any of that your screwed already bcuz of bullshit people and presidents and all this political shit says you have to do to survive....Then there's love you...

I have a question for anybody my boy friend thinks that I'm nosie and that I have no right to ask him questions. He says he has a friend named Krissa over thats kind of close to my name in my mind because my names Krista so i ask him. Is that a girl thats just a friend? And he goes into this you talk to guys and hang with them and i dont say anything about it. If he has something to say about it...

I have come to the thought where i keep thinking about the boyfriend that I'm suppose to be dating yet every day goes by and every day I think about him and he still hasn't showed up or even called me not even text me yet i don't know where he's at, but I can only hope he calls or something soon.I've decided that I will give him a time limit if he's not back by then. Then i will just simply say...

For the last 2weeks I have been heart broken and depressed I was still in love with my ex boy friend and i have a boyfriend right now as well and today i made the hardest decisions I've been thinking about since like i dont know 3 to 4 weeks i dont think it should have took me that long, but I wanted to make sure i was making the right choices and I didnt want to do the wrong ones lucky after...