I don't know how to act happy today. I quit my meds cold turkey, like I wasn't supposed to. I go see a psychiatrist soon, but I'm not sure how I want to handle this. I want it gone like it was. I'm tired of being seen as a burden. I'm sorry I can't clean the house spotless 24/7.  I hold down a job and keep my grades at a solid 4.0. I am only here for 4 more months and you know what? Shit like...

You know I gave you everything, right? I don't even have any fight left in me. You know I was actually pregnant? I miscarried. But you don't know that. And I'm not sure you ever will. You thought I was lying when I told you I was possibly pregnant. Well, you were gonna be a daddy. And I get to bear the pain of it all. There's no point in telling you. Might as well let you live in the bliss of...

Wow, it's been a long time since I've put a journal up. But it's been a good day, so why not? :)I got to see one of my best friends in the entire world today, and see her daughter and brother. I miss her like crazy. We have had our ups and downs but she's absolutely amazing and I love her to pieces. <3I GOT ACCEPTED TO THE UNIVERSITY OF OKLAHOMA!!!!! It was kinda a sure deal, but I still was...