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eh midtemrs are killin me. and yeah i accepted the friendification thingy lol

i dunno.
i quit smoking two weeks ago from yesterday, but on my 'anniversary', i cracked.
gah, fuck it. there's worse things to do.

right now, the future's scaring the living shit out of me.
money has never been a more sensitive issue now and just... DDD:
i've got all these plans, but for rea, i'm taking it one day at a time.
baby steps. (:

what about you, hunny?
i miss you like hell.
haven't been on msn lately.
need to focus on school. :/

[b]ilysfm.[/b]

hey, i'll take a new life lol

Class? Bleh, whatever. I'd be on the internet in class if I could too. :P
Um, where do I live? Not gonna stalk me are you lol?
Um, I'm in teh UK, bout a half hr frm London. Urself?

Uh, thanks , but im not cute, haha

thank you, hunny.
so fucking much. <3

you know i love you, right?

aha, da er det bare meg som ikke har sett noen xD

yeah, I know..kinda freaky :s

haha det er noen i alle fall xD Du er nog den første jeg har snakket med.

hahaha *lies there all dead like waiting for someone to notice that i'm missing* xD *waits for a few years before i'm noticed* lol

aww, i love you so much, cora.

and i love the fact that you can put a smile on my face just by writing a few words online despite the fatc that you're several hundred miles away. [b]<3[/b]

lol. yeah. kill me and you can have my name xD

Thanks for your comment, I'm just about to post the next chapter. =)

thanks. i'm not too fond of my name, but hey, i'm not gonna change it

hi...i'm vi...like viatrix..

Oh yeah, haha.
They're sick...i see you like The Used.
Great band live may i add...haha.

What's up?
I'm Shaundi.

no, don't say that.
it's not true.
i [i]don't[/i] deserve you.
i don't deserve anyone.
i'm a disgust.
and that's all there is to it. :/

as far as these comments go, i don't care.
as long as you're the one i'm talking to, i might as well have been screaming from the top of my lounges in the middle of the street.
'cause you're the one listening to me. <3

i know you do.
i know it do fucking well.
i just wish you were here, like, right next to me.
then we could head downtown, maybe go to the shore or something, get my mind off of things. :/

my mom's on a bender again.
giving me all this shit all the time.
my dad's being ignorant as hell atm.
i've never struggled more in school now.
i'm so sick and tired of everything around me.
and i hate myself for poruing all of this on you, hunny.
you don't deserve it.
[i]i[/i] don't deserve [i]you[/i].

thanks, hun.
thank you so much. <3
i just feel so hopeless at the moment.
i have no one to talk to, like, face-to-face and that's really bringing me down.
no one around me understands, my mom's constantly nagging without any reason, school's never been harder to keep up with and my whole world is basically falling apart.
everything's just crashing down on me.
and i can't prevent it from happening.

i don't know.
i just... [i]don't know[/i].
by doing what she did, she had ruined my entire economic future as we speak.
i have no finances, no savings account whatsoever.
so, yeah; i'm pretty much on my own.
she's moving away from me in june or something, so that means i'll be all alone in this shit hole of a town.
sometimes, i just think to myself if it's all worth it, you know, to keep on going.
it just doesn't seem like it's worth it...

[b]love you. <3[/b]