wow i am actually on for the first time in months. things are the same, except now i have pink hair haha. how was everyones holiday?mine was good. i got a new afi hoodie! i rlly dont like this 100 word journal entry stuff. its kinda dumb. i thikn ive only written like 4 poems since the last tyime i was on. bahhhh writers block! i hate it.haha probably no one on here remembers me but i dont rlly...

ok how do you make the little hearts on here?? i know on myspace its &hearts but i cant figure it out and its pissing me off lol

havent been on mibba for a little while. tlk to me =]

i had been really depressed this past year and im doing pretty good now. but all those feelings are strting to come bk and im strting to freak. im alone everyday and its strtig to get to me.ugggh

we just put the dog in one of my pictures down today...we've had her since i was 5

ok so im writing more of my story, and its based on what rlly happened to me. im to the point where im leaving school for the brain surgery, and im finding it too hard to write, emotionally. any advice??x

pictures!!!! plz comment!

im listening to changes by blck sabbath and it made me realize how much shit happened these passed 2 years. i know no one is going to read this, but i dont care. i dont know it feels like after the surgery i lost who i was....completely. there were even times i had wished i didnt make it out of the operasting room. i had been dying before, and it had hert so bad, but that didnt seem to matter. but...

haha im so excited i just need to trell someonre bi went on a shopping spree at hottopic. got an afi shirt!! leggings,bows,headband,nail polish,makeup. haha for me thts alot. and i bought a dress. but mostly im just excited for the shirt!!

hey everybody whats up? thanks to everyone for being so welcoming.....ok to understand my first thingy, you have to know a little about me. i have a few disabilities, and last year i had to have brain surgery becuase of one of them. it was weird like starting to die at 14, anyways, the story that im currently writing is based on what i went through this year and last, so i have to remember alot...