Ahh they went pretty well! (Finals..exams...it's whatever you want to call them ha). I'm just glad it's over...for a while at least. Things are pretty good here, just working a ton! Things are well with you? Uni going well?
And I'm thinking about not posting the rest of The Margin on this site...we'll see though >.<
It makes absolute sense; and I can relate. The first time I ever realized "okay, woah, I like females too?" was when I was at my friend's house and everyone but me was high on ecstasy, I was a completely sober virginal little thirteen year old, haha. Anyway, Bailey cuddled up to me, held my fingers and asked if I would ever like a girl the way a girl might like me. It was an immediately thing where I just said "yep", out of no where. I hadn't really ever thought about it before.
What I'm saying is, somewhere down the line someone will surprise you and make you realize things about yourself you never knew or never thought about before. It feels lonely, but there's many lonely people right there beside you - you guys just don't know it.
Ah, well, I've been known to shed pearls of wisdom sometimes. ;-)
Again though, it sucks now and it's scary and it's lonely but it's not going to be bad forever. Use right now all as a learning experience; figure yourself out and just go for it - don't hold back on anything you feel is right for you.
Oh, I know the feeling very well. I live in a tiny town of about 9000 people and all of them are old folks. The ones that are my age are horribly "redneck" and racist and homophobic and such. It's a shame really... but you're not the only person like you in your town - I bet the rest are just nervous too. :D
thanks for the story comment! i just now read this because I'm out of electricity, and i'm using a friend's house that has generators....I'm in alabama where all the tornado craziness is going on, so not sure when i'll be able to update the story lol
I was JUST about to message you to see how things are going!! Thank you very much for the comment, it made my overly-stressed-due-to-impending-finals day that much better :D I'm off to read your update now - expect amazing comments!
No problemo! You'll get back on track soon enough :) Things aren't too bad here, didn't have my laptop for a few days so (surprisingly) I ended up doing a bit of writing and the next chapter is almost done. To be posted soon ;)
And I'm thinking about not posting the rest of The Margin on this site...we'll see though >.<