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I think you'd like 'em. They're one of my new favorite bands. :) Some of their songs are a little too screamy for my taste, though. I don't like really like songs that are completely screams. Like The Devil Wears Prada. I mean, I can listen to them every once in a while, but I like singing too. :)

It was the Twilight one :)
Hahaha, I like you and your friends. xD
Gahh, this is why I hate becoming really good friends with people over the internet. I'll probably like, never ever see you in person D:
You know what we need? We need Skype. But, ya know, I don't have a web cam, so we're kinda shit outta luck.
XD

Thanks. :)

Do you like A Day To Remember? Cuz I'm totally going to a concert of their's in like, three weeks. Ah, I'm so excited! :D

So, I was Facebook stalking you.. Haha, I was watching a video of you, and you have the fucking cutest voice in the world! Sorry, I sound creepy, but I just love Australian accents. :)

I will, thanks for all the advice :)

So, oh my god. Chris. He was talking to me about it, and he was so fucking SWEET. He was all upset and worried, and I promised him I wouldn't ever do it again. And he hugged me. And we just sat there for a minute, and he started playing with my haaair. Eeee, it was so cute!

:D

Are you fucking kidding me???
I FUCKING LOVE THE OC!

I've definitely realized that it's not going to help anything, and I will never, ever do it again. I had actually stopped for a while, but I just screwed up the other day.
The only people that knew about it were my best friends, Morning and Nikki, and my best guy friends, Chris and Case. I told Chandler, this girl that moved here at the beginning of the year. But, she's one of my best friends now, and I only told her to make her feel better because she was really embarrassed about her scars.
But, lots of people found out the other day when I went to the hospital. I'm not really sure how, but everyone was all like, "So, I heard about what happened..." and stuff like that. I guess it was kind of obvious. I told people I fell down the stairs when they asked, but it really doesn't look like that. It sucks, but most people are sorta nice about it.

Thanks, I hope they get better too :)

Thank you :)
Everything's actually gotten a lot better..
I was dreading going to my therapist, cuz I hate talking about cutting. But, she really didn't focus on that. She mostly just gave me different ways to deal with stress. And she like, tripled the dosage on my Effexor.. :D

And school wasn't completely horrible. People stared, and most people knew what happened, but some people where sweet about it. My teachers were all really nice and gave me extra days to study for tests and to turn in homework and everything.
My friend's were all really worried, and I felt really bad for doing that to them.. But everyone keeps trying to talk to me about it. I really hate talking about it with people, and een if I didn't, if I told them, they'd think I was crazy. But, I guess it's nice to know they care. :)

Everything's not back to normal yet, but it's better.

Thanks for being so sweet:)

Thanks for the story comment.

Hey, I haven't talked to you in forever..

So, I just kinda need to talk to someone, and I can't go to school today, so I can't talk to any of my other friends.

The other day, I cut myself too deep.. Like, horribly. It was awful, and I totally regret it, and I'm never, ever, ever going to cut myself ever again.

I was in the bathroom during gym, and I just meant to, ya know, just kind of.. scratch the skin, like my other ones.. But, I heard something, and I jumped, and I pressed too hard, and it wouldn't stop bleeding.

So me and my friend Chandler stayed in the locker room the rest of the period trying to figure out what to do, and she went to the nurse to get a band-aid. It stopped bleeding for a little while, so we went outside with the rest of the gym class. But then it started bleeding through the band-aid, and someone told the guidance counselor, and she made me go to the nurse.

The nurse called my parents, and told them I needed to go to the hospital, then sent me to the gym to get my stuff..
It was awful.. Everyone was staring, and I was just sobbing, and people were laughing at me. But Nikki knew about it, and just hugged me the whole time I walked to the counselor's office, and just let me cry, and was just a really, really good friend.

So, my parents took me to the hospital, and I had to get stitches...seven... God, I feel horrible. My mom and dad can't look at me, and my sister missed her first soccer practice, and I messed everything up because I was acting like a stupid, self-centered little emo.

But now, I'm not allowed to go to my room, or take a razor into the shower, or really do anything but sleep, do chores, and eat.

I'm so dreading going back to school tomorrow. I have to wear this huge, gaudy, extremely obvious bandage over the stitches, and there's no way I can fit jeans over it, so I'll have to wear a dress and everyone will see and stare and be awful, gossiping little teenagers who have nothing better to do than talk about the drama going on in other people's lives because their lives are so boring and fucking pathetic.

I'm sorry I just dumped this on you, and I know I just wrote a freaking novel about cutting myself, but I needed to talk to somebody.

Thank you so much for commenting on my story "The Crush" I really appreciate it. It means alot.

can you please read and comment on my story called "The Crush" I would love it if you did! Maybe subscribe too!

Thanks for taking the time to read one of my stories and leaving some feedback. Glad you enjoyed it :)

You're welcome :Dness

Thanks for the story comment :D

Thanks for the story comment :D

Hey Shaz :D Can I sucker you into another comment for SING.? my co-author won't let me update until I get another comment :P

You're welcome. :)

I'm really excited. :) And, yeah, it seems pretty complicated, but I'm super duper dedicated to this. I WILL learn. :)

And I love your profile picture, by the way. It's reeeally pretty. :D

Oh, do you know if Bob Bryar has a Twitter? I've been missing him lately, and wondering if he was working on anything by himself or another band or something..

Hmm, yeah, that one would probably make the most sense out of all of those to drop.

XD
That makes a lot of sense, that happens to me sometimes.
Yeah. Or just give people a quick ending.

Epicalness?
You're welcome! I'm glad you're trying to get back on the horse or pony, as it might be until you get tall enough for the horse :P

Thanks for the story comment, looking forward to writing the next one :)
Yes, and his dirty mistress :P