September 22nd, 2011 at 02:36am
THAT'S TOO MUCH AP!!!!!! Oh my god, I would seriously die. I barely have the attention span to do my homework as is... Shit. lol Yup AP is good, but I figure it'd be a shit load of work, so I don't know. My parents expect it out of me, but I JUST DON'T FUCKING KNOW.!@IHrfiuhiuv
I wish I've had friends I've been with since kindergarten. If I hadn't moved I probably would have, but no. My best friend is my longest friend, and I've known her since 2nd grade. It's usually the people I expect, that do things like that. Like I knew the girl was kind've a whore (not saying if you have sex that you're a whore but she is.) but I guess I've tried to pretend like that shit doesn't happen to people I know. lol.
What's sports do you do? AND AHH! That's one of the things I'm worried about in high school are the SAT/PSAT's but I don't think we're doing those. I think we only get ACT, but it's still the same thing. aghiruhga I've always been a basketball player, but never in school sports, and I don't want to try out and not make it, or make it and suck.
DUDE I have a dilemma. Well, it's not really a dilemma, but like my best best friend (that I've known since 5th grade, not the other one) is always telling me it isn't a dilemma, and I can tell she's jealous and mad at me when I talk about it but whatever. So last week, and the week before, this kid Alex (kinda popular, football player, good looking-ish) kept talking about homecoming and asking me about it, and he asked me to homecoming but I said no, because he's a player, and was trying to get two other girls to go with him, when he was trying to get me, but whatever I woulda said no anyway cause he's seriously a dumbass.. He didn't know what Caucasian (or however you spell it) means. And then last friday one of my closest friends from 7th grade, asked my to Homecoming, but I said no, and felt terrible for rejecting him, and ugh. It made me really upset cause I hate rejection. And then I also found out on Friday that this guy Jake who's friends with my old best friend Allison (who's still my friend, just not best friend) thinks I'm cute. And I'm like okay, so today I was trying to be nice by sitting next to him for some stupid thing we had to do in Study Hall, cause Allison told me he thinks I ignore him, but whatever. And then the bell rang, and he started walking with me, and then he was all like "So I heard Niko asked you to Homecoming." Cause Allison had to fucking tell him, and I'm like what the fuck? no jk I was like "Yup." and then he kept talking about shit relating to that and he said something about me going with Niko, and I was like "No! I said no to him." and yeah... And he was like "Are you gonna go to Homecoming?" And I was like "Hell yes.." And he was like "Yeah, I don't know if I am or not" and I was like "Cool" but by then we were down in a different hallway and I saw TJ, a sophomore from my Music Theory class, so I literally ran to go talk to him about an assignment so I could get away from Jake, and then I went to Bio. And Niko, andJake are both in my Bio which is incredibly awkward for me, though it shouldnt be... And then after Bio, I was walking out of the classroom and Jake caught up to me, and started talking about classes (but if you arent my friend and you keep making a huge effort to talk to me I'm gonna get uncomfortable) and anyway, and then he was like "So why'd you say no to Niko again?" And I'm like WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU! LEAVE ME ALONE! No I didn't say that, I was like "Um cause he's like a good friend, and I don't think of him like that." and he wlike "oh, I see what you're saying now." LIKE the fuck is wrong with the kid? I didnt even fucking tell you before. And then I walked to gym cause I was like fuck this shit. Ugh. Like I've never gotten this much attention from guys and it's creeping me out, and hsufgvhaeriug. I want to talk to Crystal about it so bad, but she always gets jealous and upset at me, but whatever. And hugahurhg I don't know life's confusing. Sorry for dumping this on you. lol I know it's an essay. I apologize.
YOU DO SOOO MANY SPORTS! Ahhhh!!! I have to run the mile on Friday for gym, and we ran practice yesterday and I got 9:51... I feel like it's really bad because you need 8:30 to get an A! :( But we played gym today, I got hit in the face with a soccerball, and body checked by some girl on the other team. It was insane how many injuries I got! lol
I'm trying to remember what your comment said lol.
I don't think she was mad necessarily but upset, b/c lots of people are being asked out and she's not. :( I totally think she should though, shes like sooo pretty, and super nice! lol YEah so the Jake kid asked me to Homecoming yesterday, but I said no cause he creeps me out... And I swear today in lunch he was pointing me out to his friend, cause they were walking passed my table slowly and being creeps... Whatever, I think I might just go alone to Homecoming (with friends I mean) lol... Today in the hallway, I saw Alex (this senior from my Music Theory class) and I was holding my thick ass Bio book and i just slammed it on his ack, and he jumped soooooo bad! So I told him whenever I saw him I was gonna hit him on the back in the hallways lol... Yeahhhh...
OH MY GOD, I found out that Allison has done dirty with some guy she went out with for like a week! I WOULD HAVE NEVER SUSPECTED HER ON MY LIFE! OOIHGvubhruhb
Aww that sucks for your friend... Did she have a good time with you guys though? Players are ass holes.
You asked if I liked any of the guys who asked me out:
-Player dude- kinda, before I found out he was a player
-Niko- I liked him end of last year and over summer, but it was a small crush that I never really even thought about,
-Jake- Nope.
nbvurgaghariuhaer Okayyy I hoope this is shorter than that huggee thing! lol and sorry if I didn't answer some things in your comment.. I forgoot! :(
:)