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Here's a late reply to the comment you left on my journal, ha.

I know right? I don't think of myself with low confidence, I can hold my own in a group (a little awkwardly, yeah, but I don't usually burst out in tears) and I can acquire friends but for some reason, walking in there just felt like the end of the world. But I also think hearing him talk attributed to it - I didn't want to be that new kid that walks in, in the middle of a speech or something.

Lmao, I was so proud of myself for getting in the car and going and... then my imagination worked against me. But it's good to know I'm not alone (: Hopefully you won't be hindered by it forever. Maybe we'll both grow out of it, hm?

your very welcome dear :)

Haha, not really but yours are very good :D

Well, it was a good poem :)

that is true.

Yupyup.

he is, he is. you have good taste in music.

"Shame, shame Emily."
XD

And, no.

Now see, that's not fair.

Emily isn't telling the whole story.

I didn't put his number anywhere but on his own profile.

Shame shame, Emily.

But still, cool story, bro.

Que ?

I told him to call me. haha.

I sent it to my friend, and he saw it on her page.

Heh.
Yeah.
It's 3am and I've got some idiot posting my phone number on the internet.
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http://member.mibba.com/142738/
Ignore him.
He's a douchebag.
I hope he reads this comment.

The one quite blatantly splashed around other people's comments.

Cool story, bro.

I like the way you think.
That's interesting, though. Yet odd. haha.
I prefer to tell completely strangers secrets about myself, rather than tell people I actually know, who might tell others, etc.

I hate and love sleep at the same time. I like to stay up late, but I like to sleep in until noon as well.
& reality?
It's an illusion. [:

You don't know what Dish Network is? *facedesk* Hah, it's a satellite company; for telivisions. :P

Well, yeah, most people get that feeling occasionally. I, however, get that feeling all the time. :\

Nice sob story.

Get you much attention?

Cool story, bro.

Exactly.
That reminds me; when I was a child, I thought I was the only person in the world, I thought everyone else was simply created for my entertainment.

Ah. Yeah, I don't have a lot of social confidence either. I like having my little group of friends. I trust them and they trust me, and they're the only people I feel I need in my life.

Haha, do it. They're both great. I don't buy books often, mainly because I live in such a small town, so it's hard to find places to actually buy them. Because then I'd have to drive to this city, Kearney, that's like an hour away, and it's the closest place to buy basically [i]anything.[/i]

Heh. Yeah. I don't like to sleep. XD
I used to smoke and do drugs and whatnot, but now I only occasionally do those things.

Do you have Dish Network? It was on PayPerView the other night, it's probably still on. It's amazzinnggg.

I've never heard of any of those. bahahaha.

Completely offtopic;
I often find myself wanting to be other people.
I don't want what they have; it's not that type of jealousy.
I just don't like being myself.
I don't like myself.
Y'know?

Again, I know what you mean. Y'know, friends and family tell me they love me, and of course I believe them and tell them I love them back, but there's never that unbearable emotion of love that I always hear about.

You don't think you're a good writer? I mean, c'mon, I can tell simply from your comments on my page that you've got talent.
Maybe you just need to exercise it more; Find a writing style that suits you.

[i]I just feel like I'm not really here, like existance itself is a lie.[/i]
Read that, and tell me, if it where to come out of somebody else's mouth, would you say they've got talent? Have confidence in yourself. [:

We've read quite a few amazing books; My favorite is probably The Outsiders by SE Hinton, which I read back in 8th grade.
My favorite book of all time, that I found in a library whilst trying to find something to do, is The Realm Of Possibility by David Levithan. I highly recommend it.

Exactly. Haha. That's one of the reasons I like insomnia. It just makes me incredibly tired. Notice in my pictures I usually have red circles around my eyes. Those are the works of Insomnia + drugs. :\

Ah, yes.
Have you ever seen The Perfect Getaway, the movie I was talking about? It's got a lot of great quotes.. The guy who turns out to be a killer, he's a genius.
There are also a lot of interesting quotes from The Realm Of Possibility, ^


What's your favorite book?

& Quotes are amazing. I just randomly google quotes all the time. [: