It is not a usual occurrence that I will admit to anyone other than him that my emotional levels have risen to a connection of love, but it seems that whether I like it or not, that is not changing. However, since she has started hating me for my love, it seems everyone else has to.I didn't think it was possible to be lonely when you have your soul mate in your life. Do not get me wrong, I love...

I will never understand myself, and if I cannot understand myself, how can anyone else? I just need some reassurance that I am not crazy, that this is normal, and I will get over it.I feel empty, as though I am shutting down.The worst feeling I have ever felt was feeling sorry for myself. How have I succumbed to feeling so absolutely pathetic and worthless? This is not me, and yet, I cannot not...