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gar!!!!! today is a day to be pissed off at the world...sounds good. i think ill start with just being antisocial and seeing if people get the point. if not, ill illustrate it for them. -nods once-

hey , thanks so much for the poem comment:)
how are you today?! :)

Thanks for the poem comment on 'Everyone Has A Secret'.
It is a true story. Don't worry about being blunt or anything it's fine lol
And i can't add emotion to it 'cause i'm so detatched from it all.
But thanks again for the comment :D

I'm really sorry if you or other people on mibba feels offended by my name.
If it is so, I'll just change username, no big deal :)

lol i am same as usual as well.x

hey how r u? xo

Thank you for the comment on my poem xxx

okay, its up. its not for the weak of heart, so caution is advised

waiting for sleep to take over me....for how long, i cannot say. i think ill write a bit more and perhaps post it, perhaps not....but i will let you all in on an old secret and equally old poem....its called "the other". check it out, if you dare. i promise that it isnt pretty though.

sometimes when i go to sleep.....i pray to not wake up. sometimes life is too much. but im far too stuborn to let it win.

under your spell again, i cant say no to you, crave my heart and its bleeding in your hands... but im still waiting for the rain to fall....ive completely lost myself but i dont because i cant breathe but i feel good enough for you...be careful what you ask of me because i cant say no to you...

lie...lie...lie....lie.....its a beautiful lie....a perfect denial....such a beautiful lie to believe in...so beautiful, beautiful.......

"and if he doesnt exist...i cant die of a broken heart"....when did i turn into this thing who wants love? what happned to me? why do i cry? why cant i just be numb like i WANT to be?? so many questions and never any answers....but the biggest of all has to be....WHY

Another day, hour, minute, and second of precious time....wasted, for argument's sake....Why can't the world just shut up for a fee hours and leave me to mind-numbing silent bliss?

and the period button returns!!!!! (just for happiness sake) .............................................................................................!!! oh wow! look at those periods go!!! -pauses, then sighs- god, i really dont have a life. -shakes head and continues musings-

is anyone out there? doesnt seem like it. how can something like the world be so full and yet so empty at the same time? and im really hating how i cant use the peiod button =/ gr! it makes the last thingy i posted look retarded time to go read a book cuz im bored not that any of you care or anything :) or ever would

thank you for the comment :)

my heart screams its pain which is only visible in the soul no one can see

seriously bored!!! lol i decided to update so theres a whole bunch more poems now...i made them all though, just havent updated in a while

if you read my work, please give me a little feedback! i nedd to know where to improve....