I'm feeling better . Who knew telling my problems to strangers would help ? I really haven't gotten any feed back from these little journal entries . I guess me laying all my problems out there helped . Any way....I probably won't write another journal entry for awhile . This coming up Wednesday I'm leaving for New York with my friend . I've never been to New York and it's great that I get to...

It's been not too long since I wrote my last journal . I know I probably sounded like some depressed freak in it . Oddly I feel a lot better .Saturday I stayed with my best friend . Today was her birthday so I went over there Saturday and spent the night since her parents had to work today . She even did my makeup to make me look like Sally from The Nightmare Before Christmas . I wasn't the...

I'm writing in this journal because I think it will be good for me . It's starting to get hard holding everything in. I don't know if anyone will read this and I frankly don't care . I just feel like I have to do this .It's 12:25 here and it's extremely quiet at my house. My mom's working third tonight so it's just me , my dad , and my sister . Everything going on around me has gotten me thinking...