Why would you come back only to leave again?

You know how I feel about you. I love you more than life itself. I was willing to let you go so you could be happy. Infact, I did. But you came back 3 weeks later only to tell me that you still love me. So what am I supposed to do but let you go completely. I mean you mean the world to me and you know that, but I guess you just don't see it. You are an amazing person. I love you! I miss you! I...
June 19th, 2012 at 10:42pm

why?

Why does he still make my heart skip a beat when I look at him? why does he still give mebutterflies when I think about him? How can I go weeks without thinking about him then whenever "that" song comes on the feelings come back? What is it about him that I can't let go? Whycan't I look at him and not feel anything? Why does he still make me feel this way? I hope youread this one day and realize...
May 24th, 2012 at 01:09am

Just GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!

I have so much I need to tell you and get off my chest!!!!!! Im never gunna be able to let you go and I have realized that... I have also come to the conclusion that no amountb of time is going to change that... nothing tht i do is gunna change that. no amoutnt of drug will get you off my mind. near over dose wont even help... fucking another person doesnt even help... omg why ohh why cant i get...
April 24th, 2012 at 07:34am

I kinda still love you!

Is it weird that I can't stop wearing the shirt with your name on the back of it?Its like I never want to take it off other than to wash it. I can't get you out of my head. No matterhow much I have cryed over you and no matter how much we have fussed at each other I can'tseem to let you go! And I don't want to! I mean I know I need to in order to move on. But its likeever time I try to move on I...
February 15th, 2012 at 07:45am

"Buried Alive" Questions

So, How many of you went to see the following in concert?Asking AlexandriaBlack Veil BridesHollywood UndeadAvenged Sevenfold1. Who did you go see?2. Would you go see them all again in concert?3. What was the craziest thing you saw?4. Was this group of bands well mixed?5. Were they what you thought they would be (LIVE)?6. Will you add me on here as a friend?7. Did anything exciting happen to you?8....
December 21st, 2011 at 12:43pm

My heart is SOOO confused!

Okay, So I don't know if anyone is up to read this. If not I hope YOU will read this when you get it. lol..But... well... Let me just tell you. OKAY, So I met this guy (whom I really like) on a site called Stickam.com. I was just fooling around on the site cause I was fairly new to the site. I'm on there talking to all kinds of people and this one guy pops up. He stays on for a while and after a...
December 21st, 2011 at 12:05pm

My Poem is on youtube!

You are my one and only,Without you i feel so lonely.You are the one that i know in my heart,Will bring back the love we've had from the start.I've messed up so bad,I know it makes you sad.If you give me one more chance i will do better,I wont be all crazy like the mad hatter.Ohh how i know that didnt rhyme,But it will only with time.Deep in my heart i know your the one,Come back to me and let me...
November 21st, 2011 at 11:50pm

WARNING: Cuss Words

This video is of my friend. She is ranting over a text message. She needs help with the topic, so she went to youtube to look for an answer. If there is anyway you can help her out post a comment and I'll let her know what yall think. YOUR comments are greatly appreciated!Thanks,CourtneyWARNING: This video has a lot of cuss words. So if you do not want to hear cussing then i suggest you DO NOT...
November 21st, 2011 at 11:39pm

Dancing skills? I think not!!!

OMG! you guys deffinitely have to watch this video! If you need to laugh but can't find anything to make you laugh then this is the video you need to watch! This video will have you rolling on the floor laughiing your butt off!I watched it for the first time a little while ago and I couldn't stop laughing the whole time! I have told this person that she has no dance skills but I guess she didn't...
November 21st, 2011 at 09:24pm

Police!!!

Hey guys! It's me again posting wbout wnother story I think you guys should read. I think you guys will like this one as well. It's about a girl who gets the chance of a life time. She gets to ride along with a cop as he is on call!It's a 5 chapter story, which is not really that long if you think about it. The chapters are short and I think you guys will enjoy reading it.Pleae take a few minutes...
November 21st, 2011 at 08:57pm

NEW STORY... kinda

You guys should totally check out my new story!!!I think y'all will like it a lot!Scratch that I think y'all will LOVE it!I really need people to read it and tell me what they think so I can do better.I'm writing these stories for you guys to read, and if you guys/girls don't like them then what is the point of me writing them!!!So please check this story out and tell me what you think.Feel free...
November 21st, 2011 at 07:42am

This is the effect of weed! (makes white people think they are ghetto)

My friend decided to get high one night and I was the one to post a video of her on youtube for all of you wonderful people to watch. I hope you guys wiil click the "like"button.I think that the journal section here on mibba need a little laugh every once in a while.She doesn't know I put this video up yet so if you can do me a favor by not telling her I would be most grateful!AGAIN. Hope you guys...
November 14th, 2011 at 06:12am

SKYRIM!!!!!

OK, so my friend was so excited when he got the new SKYRIM game for XBOX!And i got a video of him getting it and his reaction afterwards.You guys should totally check it out!I think you guys will laugh!Here is the link:::Although I do not yet know how to put the video up on the actual journal, you are going to have to copy and paste the link above if you want to see it!HOPE YOU LIKE...
November 14th, 2011 at 04:41am

BLACK VEIL BRIDES!!! TWITTER< TUMBLR<FACEBOOK

Hey guys, i know i haven't been on here in forever!!!! but you can find me at the following addresses:::FACEBOOK:http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100002592022752TWITTER:http://twitter.com/#!/BVB_4lyfeTUMBLR:http://courtneyriddle.tumblr.com/So black veil brides is one of my 2 favorite bands!!!They are so hot. They kinda remind me of a younger version of kiss. Their music is awesome!If you...
July 29th, 2011 at 10:05am

SORRY! flood victims!

Hey guys I'm sorry about the journal I posted about me being drunk!If I affended any of you I am so sorry!!!I am better now! I am volunteering at the relief shelter for the people that got flodded out of there homes because of the flood in Memphis, Tennessee!The people here are actually not in that bad of a mood for some just having lost there homes!I have been volunteering here for the last 2...
May 11th, 2011 at 08:38am

DRUNK!!!

so tonight im fucking drunk!!! i pRobally wont know shat this is about in the morning but i love this feeling of being drunk!!! it is fucking awesome!!! beinng drunk and braed out if the most fuckong awesome feelkinf in the world!!! SO im sorry if this is to muck for you to take!!! but i really dont care what you say about me but im ficking drunk!!! my freond is really trying to find the right guy...
May 5th, 2011 at 09:16am

YOUTUBE!!!! 21 BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!!

Ok so you really nee to go check out my youtube page and "like" my newest video! I'm pretty sure you guys will like this video! its the most popular one I've made so far!I mean talk about 108 views in 3 days!!! That's good for me!I recently turned 21 on march 22, and just now got around to celebrating it!!!I love being able to buy beer legally! But I'm 21 and loving it!!!!My mom got me a pandora...
April 1st, 2011 at 04:59am

March 1st, 2011 / YOUTUBE!

Today I went and filled out what must have been twenty applications.First, I went to the mall and filled out like twelve applications. I Was there for like two and a half hours filling out applications! I filled out applications at stores like: Journey's, Claire's, Hot Topic, Spencers, Justice, Delia's, and FYE. Then I want down to Gordmans, stayed there for like fourty-five minutes, just to fill...
March 2nd, 2011 at 03:32am

Story update/ rant/ Prayer

Our new story "The crush" has been updated!!! People seem to really like this one!You should totally check it out!NEXT TOPIC: (rant)I don't think I've ever seen anyone fight as much as my two friends do. I mean sometimes they have their good moments, but mostly it's just fighting. They fight about the most stupidest stuff too. Like she will fight with him say stuff like "It's all you fault! Your...
March 1st, 2011 at 06:12am

JOBS [ rant ] comment for comment

I don't see how some one older can't even get a job but then you see all these 16 and 17 year old people getting jobs right on the spot! I mean do people discriminate against bigger people? I mean what is it? I DON"T GET IT!!!! UGH THIS S*IT PISSES ME OFF.I'll be 21 on the 22 of march and I haven't even had one single job. Well I did have that one job but didn't get paid hourly.It was a bagging...
February 28th, 2011 at 08:59pm