Somebody versus Nobudy

I'm so tired of being compared to something.Especially when that 'something' is someone I talk to everyday, someone whom I love, and someone who I probably couldn't live without; or at least that's what I believe.I am nothing. I don't usually compare things, not at all. I hate materialistic things, and people that revolve around them. She is half and half, she likes to indulge, but not a lot. You...
June 18th, 2012 at 05:50am

I may be dead.

I may have given up on myself.I can't be bothered with work I find no use in.I can't be bothered with sugar coating anything.My name, may have made the list.Pulling on any piece of clothing that fits snugly, I wear.My hair - brushed and washed, yes. But no more effort than that.How I react and respond to anything or anyone, it shows no common reflection. Whether it be anger, or little emotion.I...
May 14th, 2012 at 03:56am

Is It Still 'Just a joke"?

Self harm is a serious issue. It progressively gets worse until it’s the only thing that will calm you, take away the pain, and sooth those thoughts and feelings. Self harm does not make you weak. Not in any way. Self harm is a dangerous, and sometimes life threatening condition that is hell to come out of. Believe me, I know.I know what it’s like to have to hide your scars. To lie to friends....
April 30th, 2012 at 02:50am

I'm still waiting.

Usually, at some point through out the week I find myself thinking about him.Now, I know what you're probably thinking, a (ex) boyfriend/girlfriend?Nope, it's my dad, though that doesn't make it any better.Whenever I think about him I always wonder as to what I should refer to him as, dad, my brother's dad, or Tim. Since, he's biologically not my father, only my brother's.Lately, I've tried to...
March 21st, 2012 at 04:02am

Sick of it all. Homophobia, bullying, you name it.

What kind of a world are we living in?We try so hard,to squish ourselves into the image of the perfect human being.Are we robots?Each day we find new ways to stay in the crowd,but can't you see? They're just empty faces.Pretty soon if we keep this up, nothing will be humble.Wake up.What kind of community is this?Sure people have their religions,but isn't this going too far?Today religion preaches...
November 18th, 2010 at 05:54am

Animals

Comment on my thoughts, if you will, but I'm pretty much just rambling on.Maybe it's just me, but honestly, look around, tell yourself what you see. I bet a lot has, but hey, change is alright, it's normal.Although when someone is forced to change because their rights are at stake, then that's ridiculous. Whatever the case is homophobia, bullying, popularity, or simple grudges. Why the hell should...
October 24th, 2010 at 10:14pm

Homophobia

Homophobia, isn't just words, nor just actions. It's someone's decision to discriminate against someone else for doing something wrong, and different; to my understanding.Walking in school halls, I don't get teased about it at all, maybe just a few looks and glares, but hey, that's good for me. Walking outside, a different story.I guess you can say that I'm fed up with homophobia, I would give...
September 18th, 2010 at 04:25pm