Grandma died four days ago..... been pretty sad around here.... funeral is tomorrow.... :( makes it sad again.... i seriously need something to bring me up.... so thursday me and a couple buddies are gonna hang out...... they always make me feel better... mabey, just mabey...... this week will get better..... because so far... it hasnt been that great... and to make it two times worse.... for the...

Am i really....?Everyone says i am not tough.... that i am not Happy. they accuse me of being Emo.... How am i supposed to tell them that i am tough and am happy? i dont want to fight because alot of people dont like me... i dont care if they like me or not.... if they have a problem they should tell me... if i can fix it.. im not going to.. i wont change for anyone... and if i cant change it.......

I lost my poetry journal and im totally pissed..... it has some really embarassing secerets..... that i dont want people to know.... its not far this stuff only happens to me.... i cant stand it..... this is the 5th time this has happened this week...... my poetry journal is one of my favorit journals... i swear if i find out that the dumb ass bitch on my bus and half my classes took it... i will...