You're not helping yourself by doing those things. If you want to feel better, you have to stop hurting yourself and stop drinking so much and find a different way to deal with your emotions. Write songs, draw, exersize, anything. Hell when I feel down I smoke weed. It helps, and it doesn't damage you.
And I'm always here to talk if you need it.
Cyd... don't hurt yourself. You're better then that, I promise.<3
I care about you, and I'm sure many other people do as well. Think about how upsetting that would be for us. We care about you. I'm always here for you whenever you need to talk to someone, but I do think that if you talk to someone there with you in person it'd be helpful. You may think your life right now is terrible, but the future can hold so many great things. Only if you let it, though.
oh my gosh!
i am only 14 mah dear