You're absolutely welcome. I grew up on the real country music, like you wrote there. It even reminds me of a song I loved called Don't Take the Girl. Very beautiful. So I'm happy there are people still interested in the original genre and what it was about. Country is toops much like rap these days.
I usually just listen to music or write poetry which keeps the need for me to cut down. Sometimes it doesn't always work, so I either end up cutting or just sitting on my bed rocking back and forth until I can get my mind off it. You're absolutely right though, the pain just gets easier to deal with, it doesn't always heal with time. Thank you so much for caring. :)
Oh my gosh. So much has happened for you. I really glad you're still strong. I'm trying, but it was my Nana who died two years ago, and she was one of the most important people in my life and she passed away the day before my most important day.
Thank you so much for your comment on my poem! I know, I feel horrible after every time I relapse, but I also don't really care. This past week I've felt the urge, this month is a total urge for me because of a death in my family that happened 2 years ago the day before my birthday. It will be 3 years on the 29th July.